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**... Please if you care for all the children and women who have been raped Please sponser My sister or just repost About my Sister's Charity SOAR - Speaking Out About Rape, Inc. By raising funds for Speaking Out About Rape (SOAR), Operation Freefall will help: Maintain and expand the National Sexual Assault Hotline at (800) 656-HOPE to ensure access to free, confidential counseling to victims of sexual assault, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Extend efforts to provide prevention, recovery, and prosecution information to tens of millions of people, including your community, each year. Expand SOAR's programs to educate lawmakers, police officers, students and the media about sexual assault. SOAR (Speaking Out About Rape) runs national awareness, education and prevention programs to empower survivors of sexual violence and enhance the public's understanding and acceptance of rape victims. DADDY PLEASE DONT RAPE ME" Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; their grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?" No answer, i feel the pain inside me; him Chucks the quilt on the floor; me to I try and scamper away, but im not fast "O Daddy please, i love you" His friend; pulling at my nightie And my Dad pulling my pants down His friend pinning my hands to the floor As my Dad lies himself on the ground I squirm; as Daddy friend pulls me up And places me ontop of Daddy; thrusts within I cry; i bite; i scratch; i slap; i fail "O Daddy please you win you win!" I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free I can feel the blood seep down my leg "Daddy your hurting me please" I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg Daddys laughing; why does he laugh? His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans Tieing my hands together; moving in and out "Ride me Jessy" He laughs and groans They smile at one another; laugh to They roll me over and spread me wide well My daddy sits on my face; himself in again While his friend talks and pushes himself inside I can hardly breathe; i gag for air I cough and splutter; cry and weep I beg and plead; but its no use Theyve already made me hurt and bleed I stare into his eyes; that look upon me This is not my Dad; where is he? If he was still here; would he care Would he actually even; see? Finally they get off and lie me on the sofa My cheeks blouchy from tears and pain They play with them selfs; all over me Rub it in; making me feel the shame "Why Daddy? Please tell me why?" Dad looks at his friend; and waves him away "Jessy i love you" he smiles and kisses my cheek "Is that all you have in your heart to say?" He puts my nightie on me he walks me to my bedroom door Ever since that night; His friend And himself every Friday come back for more "Night sweet Girl; You are my life" Closing the door, tears still down my face Still the smell of him and his friend Fade into me like disgrace I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up "Jessy its school" Knocking at my door I cant help but cry; weep in pain Because im so scared he wanted more But one night daddy took it too far Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot They were worried they would get caught So he and his friend took me to a cemetary lot I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back "Daddy please!! Not tonight!" Daddy and his friend both had their last fun After that i tried to put up a fight I begged daddy "Please no more!" All he could say "Shut up you stupid #####!" Daddy unblindfolded me at last He said I love you so much He went back into the car and pulled out a bat "Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!" I was dead After only one swing..........................

LIKE SERIOUSLY IF YOU PUT THE PERSON ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST AND THEN REMOVE THEM BC YOU ARE HAVE A TITI ATTACK OVER SOME BULLSHIT . YOU ACTUALLY THINK I GIVE A FLYING FUCK IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST OF NOT . IT'S THE FUCKING INTERNET. LIKE THAT'S GOING TO HURT ME FEELINGS BOO FUCKING HOO.

STOP ABUSING THE WORD LOVE I have grown tired of those men and people out there who are abusing the word love. You send out emails, instant messenger notes and more saying You love me. Boy you dont know me. After that same comment in which you profess your so called LOVE. You are asking my name. WELL DAMN, didnt you read the fucking profile dummy! The name is right there NEXT TO MY PICTURE. Blind ass mofo. If you LOVE ME so much wouldnt you have been so enthralled that you would have had to get to know as much as possible about me? Stop abusing the word love. You may like the way I look. You may like the thought of your dick coming near me. Hey guess what I will even give you a drop of credit and say that MAYBE, just MAYBE if you read my profile and my statements. If, that is a big IF, you looked at my sites and found out all the things I do and are involded in. MAYBE just MAYBE you might like what I am about. But you sure dont LOVE ME! Your taking a word that is only supposed to be used with great sentiment and meaning and making it as common as the word IS or AND. Your taking a word that is used with great feeling and honor and making it a ploy to get at or HOLLA AT some chick that you have no idea about. Namingly ME! Why must you disgrace a word that is so good and supposely so pure. I mean shit cant you just be a man and say something like. Hi there, I saw your picture and your are so attractive that i want to get to know you. Now doesnt that sound better. Shit was that so hard? When a man comes at me saying he LOVES me. I see him as an automatic LIAR. There is no possible way you can LOVE ME. I feel like people are just using the word LOVE for just about anything now and it is so common place that the meaning is diluted and tainted. I have heard women and men talk about loving food or a item like a handbag or sports team with more emotion than the person they are supposed to truly love. Yes you can love many things but the word is most regularly used when talking about someone. If you love your Denny's Breakfast special and talk about it with more abandon than your girlfriend, boyfriend, husband, wife or mate. LORD there is a problem. I feel that the word is abused and used and thrown around as if it is just something your required to say. People say they love each other and try to use the word to get things out of other people. The meaning has be stolen and dragged through the dirt. Stop for a moment and think about what your saying. Dont Abuse the word Love. One day it wont mean anything at all.