ok so its about 7am my hubby as been gone for less than 5 mins and all ready i feel blue i hate that he works off soar its like being an army wife all oer again atleast in boot he could call home once a day out there he barly gets a signal and god forbid some thing happens getting a message to him takes an act of congress eww if i had the money i'd never let him go even when he's in ass hole mode full steam i still find some comnedy in whats going on just the faces he makes the way he gets sso worked up about the smallest thing and then forgets about it in an hour and starts cutting up again the smell of his axe sprayed cloths the feel of his arm draped over me in my sleep the way his heart beats when he holds me befor bed are things i cant stand to be with out i admit i ran from hi 3 times now god the way peapole get in middle of some ones life with out asking if they could matters of a love spat should be left to the lovers to slove pray i wont be fooled again by any one my heart weeped when i was away from him and now i weep when he is away funny how love hits how love hurts and how love frees us all in way or another i love you ron ad i hope that we'll never stumble and fall again remeber the most important step you'll ever take is the one right after you fall mine was right to you.
