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so i really dont get this but whatever.
why is it always me that has to deal with people who love her and then wants to go out with her? because right now. im torn between- the bestfriend,the cowboy,the rocker and the lover. so... like yea... this shit sucks ass because they are all really nice and all really love them. and if i chose the best friend i well lost the lover and if chose the cowboy il lose the rocker and bestfriend and i chose the rocker i lose the cow boy and the best friend and if i chose the lover il lose the best friend, the cowboy, and the rocker... so like WHAT THE FUUUUUUBAR!
Okay so i know most people dont care but....
In my past i havent had the best luck with guys...but. the thing that hurts the most is about this guy justin... iv had known him for years but nothing really happend with us mostly becuase of his family and my family. but i LOVED/LOVE him and the thing that pisses me off the most is that when we actuly got togather i went camping for the weekend and when i came back and checked my messages on fubar i saw that he was in a relationship with some other girl... he said that the distence got to him but meanwhile he was only 2 hours away.. but whatever... it really hurt and im not going to get over him be cause i know that something snaped when i saw that he was with her...something snaped... i dident eat for weeks i dident talk to anyone i just sat in my room and looked at his pictures and cryed... i acturly started cutting again be cause of him and he was the person that helped me stop cutting and i know what yoru thinking about me well no im not some hate-filled,emo cutter i cut because it helps and i know youv herd it before but it helps... but anyway imma end this blog because its long as hell :o but any way... love yews xxx
dork-on
