Ill never forget those words burned deep into my heart,
even made me think twice on tearing you apart,
I think about you daily as im caught up in this maze,
feel lost without your presence blinded by the haze,
For the first time in my life I regretted what I did,
didnt even get that reaction when that thing happened to that kid,
All was buisness without pleasure as I chased you all around,
kicked in doors for many years tryna put you in the ground,
why couldnt you look away from me or beg me for your life,
beg for the lives of your little kid and your darlin wife,
instead you just looked up with a smile on your face,
I guess you already knew id finally won the race,
you had to run away but why not leave the state?,
nervously I asked as I thought id taken bait,
Dont you remember in another life i once called you friend,
Everything I know is here right around the bend,
yea I did remember but look at what you did,
You think im gonna show pity common dont be stupid,
You looked me in the eyes and told me why you did it,
suprised oh so suprised my suspiscions never fit it,
I never wouldve thought we both got played that day,
But what if you were lying i thought as I closed your eyes that day,
eager to know the truth I went out on a search,
found her playin the good girl commin out the church,
hey C where you goin I think we need to talk,
common itll be like the old days well just take a little walk,
I heard about some things and I need to ask a question,
the answer didnt faze me at least that was my suggestion,
I walked on to see others over and over for weeks,
different versions of the story nothing fit until some leaks,
the story wasnt solid thats why I couldnt let it die,
I had to know the the truth before I could let it fly,
finally someone slipped up I had it figured out,
but for that to be the truth wouldnt that mean... whoa ouch,
the knot in my stomach almost made me throw up,
nothing like getting news that really tells whats up,
you know i look back now and wonder why we had to chase eachother,
why didnt you tell me sooner you were like my brother.
