I am so very sad. So hurt. I thought perhaps I was forgotten or no longer thought of.. I tried and tried to talk to you. couldn't understand what i had done to make you stop talking to me...well I suppose knowing you'd been sick forever and unable to get better, maybe I should have known you might not be around. but i didn't know and I hover over your link and i see that you really are gone. oh my heart hurts and i cant stop crying. this life is so unfair! i kick myself for not knowing sooner. i just want to scream. for years you were there for me, my constant friend, even when i probably didnt deserve to be cared about. i will never be able to tell you all of this. i am angry now and sad, but i know in time maybe i will be able to accept it.
many many besos for you <3 i love you my friend.