BabyBella's blog: "being single again"

once i got over the shock of being the only adult in the house i think i got better and now that i have met soem tone that makes me smile its even better.

I am here and I am a changed woman no longer will I let people use and abuse me. I will become the person i remember from when I was younger and everyone will see it. I will no long let anyone hold me down or suck me dry then leave me crying. So if YOU ARE that type of perosn that is gonna talk to me TO GET WAT YOU WANT AND THEN LEAVE ME ALONE THINK TWICE BEFORE YOU CONTACT ME. Use your mouse to click away from my profile. find you another SUCKER.

Dear Me, Sometimes I sit here cheerful and happy but most of the time I sit thinking and letting the darkness fall all around me. I thought being single was going to be easy. I thought that things would be fine. Then I sit here late at night all alone and wonder how will I sleep tonight there is no one to hold me close and keep the darkness from swollowing me whole. I have tried everything to kill this empty dark feeling and every time I am alone again I ask myself, what is wrong with me? Will I ever find that person that will complete me, The one who will chase the darkness away for good? Will I ever be truly loved for who I am as a person??? I know this person is out there somewhere and I am hoping that he finds me really soon!!!! Or maybe I have already found him and don't even know it yet> Love, Me

some times i wonder why the men i want dont want me but i cant atract woman beaters controll freaks for just psycopaths for real is there something wrong wit me i dont see maybe some one else can tell me