NO MORE VIOLENCE , NO MORE PAIN,
WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO DRIVE ME INSANE,
DO I LOOK LIKE A PUNCHING BAG, SOMETHING TO HIT,
I'VE COME TO THE POINT WE'RE I DON'T GIVE A SHIT.
HIT ME, SLAP ME , KICK ME WHEN I'M DOWN
THE SMILE ON MY FACE IS NOW A PERMANENT FROWN,
YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME WITH EVERY PUNCH,
YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME, AS I LISTEN TO THE BONES CRUNCH.
I AM AFRAID TO LEAVE, AND YET AFRAID TO STAY,
AFRAID FOR MY LIFE EVERY SINGLE DAY,
AFRAID THAT I HAVE DONE SOMETHING WRONG,
AND KNOWING THAT I'M NOT VERY STRONG.
AFAID TO LIVE, AFRAID TO DIE,
AFRAID OF EMOTIONS, AFRAID TO CRY,
SO I WILL BUILD A WALL AND BEHIND IT STAY,
TILL THE ANGELS COME TO TAKE ME AWAY.
WHO DO I TURN TO, WHERE DO I RUN,
OH MY GOD HE HAS BOUGHT A GUN,
I HAVE NO FAIMLY I HAVE NO FRIENDS
WILL I HAVE TO SUFFER ALONE TILL THE BITTER END.
SOMEONE HAS TO SEE, SOMEONE HAS TO CARE,
OH DEAR GOD I HAVE TO GET OUT OF THERE,
I CAN HEAR HIM COMING, I WANT TO RUN,
BUT INSTEAD I GO FOR HIS GUN.
I DON'T HAVE TO GO ON,OR SAY ANYMORE,
I'M SURE YOU CAN GUESS HOW THIS ENDS,
I CAN HEAR THE POLICE THEY ARE AT MY DOOR,
I'LL SIT IN A JAIL CELL WHILE THE BRUISES MEND.
WAS IT FEAR, DENIAL OR SELF DEFENCE
I'LL LET YOU BE THE JUDGE.
TILL MY TRIAL BEGINS.