badkitty The one and only's blog: "Badkitty30075"

I have found out that there are a few things not to do when making a salute. 1 dont let a friend say trust me it will be ok . 2 dont trust them when they say the marker is not perminet(dam boobs going to have blue smiley face's on them for weeks. 3 when they say hey it will come off with finger nail polish remover ,Dont put it on your nipples it stings So here are a few things i have learned and wanted to share ,so go on lol at me because atleast i know not to do this agin.

"You!,Come to me and preach of Faith and Love!" You want me to see how they must be ,what do you know of Faith and Love? You can not change me ,for I see me , ME! I am Faith And Love It grows in me ,breathes life in me Your illusions are nothing compared to what I see. Faith! Faith gives me strength to be willing and free to make the choices to love me and every one around me! Faith is in me ,it is strong and your illusions are week,you grow pathetic and harsh as we speak! Love!,you know nothing of, it is not found,it is not given or earned or taught .It is nothing but something we all have inside.Love is endless,immortal,and eternal,love changes to fit its own design never the same at one time . It breathes from me it is me I am Love cant you see love is me !? So you grow week from what you begin to see in me.Something unattainable but free,you illusions shattering as wee speak,your heart beats your thoughts race you life a steady pace. You come to Me to and preach of Faith and Love ,take your illusions walk away you'll find the truth some day.

Always seek something better than what you have been tempted with, so you are in control when you do give in to it. - If temptation is food then eat, but eat good, healthy and well prepared foods. - If temptation is Shelter then seek the best you can afford and enjoy lifes comforts. - If temptation is friends then seek the best in people you can find. Be imporoved and improve others around you. - If temptation is sex then find a partner that worthy. A partner that adores, respects and cares for you. - When you can not find or attain the things you desire most in life but are still tempted by one or more of these, you must eventually give in. Do not die from temptation. Live to be satisfied and well but know you choose better in the future temptations to come. In this way you can improve your life in every step and temptation can not haunt you anylonger.

I just found out how unattainable I am today(because this is my choice does not mean it is wrong) ,I had 3 conversations today (with guys who i adore deeply)and found out I personally SUCK! (not in my eyes)omg how can you guys put up with a girl like me(WHO knowes what she is and choeses never hides how she feels) .I sensor your thoughts toward me(keep you in mind that we are just friends and we agreed on this) say you are not allowed to discuss subjects(like my sex life or religion if i don't want to or chose too) or ask certain questions(like, Can i have a nude pic because we a re friends ?) .God ,how am I too be a good friend(as i am with you now) when I cant even let you talk to me the way you want too(by crossing a line that we agreed on) .I give(frustrated) I will never tell any one they cant say what they feel toward me(i chose to keep my mouth shut till I cant hold it in any more) .I don't care how mean ,nasty ,perverted just say it(if you valued our friendship you wont cross the line) I don't care what conversation we have I will never tell you no to it( because i just give up and don't want too fight any more).I don't care what you want from me because if I was a friend I would give( I give my friends 100% why do you need more) .So here I am I am so attainable that it is a sin(you lied when you cross the line ,lying is a sin) .Come take what you want OK .I don't care any more.(so you want too lose me go ahead that just means you never was a real friend) So come get my mind ,my heart my soul ,my body and what ever else you want(if you deserved them i chose to gave them to you already you just did not care to see it) you all win(you are free from me not to be a friend again till you apologies) .CONGRATULATIONS!

Welcome to BITCHDOM BITCHDOM: When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. By God, I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it. B - Babe I - In T - Total C - Control of H - Herself B - Beautiful I - Intelligent T - Talented C - Charming H - Hell of a Woman

So my friend talked me in to getting back on here and haveing fun, well g I dont know where to begin .I add my music ,a few pics and then I add one that will probly not stay because i am so shy,But any way if you all have any advice plez feel free to share.