so i went to earls after work on thursday sawchristina sal philly, philly , dick ,and johny ... i missed them and then i got pissed cause christina and sal were bugging me about my food so i left and i got home and ryan texted me and asked if i was at earls and i said now i m at home now an he said come over so i did . ryans roomate ryan and his gf weere all hanging out so i felt out of place but whatever it was kool the roomate an girlfriend went to there room and ryan and i watched tv and i layed in his lap and fell asleep as he held me .. it was like it used to be when were younger ); ryan woke me up and said to get a shirt to wear to bed so got one and put it on it smelled sooo good i love the way he smells lol ..so i came back and layed down and then fell asleep and then he woke me up again and said he was ging to get food and if i wanted some sso they left and came home so ryan and his roomate and i were in ryans room and ryans like leave the blanket on i was so fucking tired and out of it lolthe roomate left and we went to bed and snuggled lol how pathetic ... i really fucking missed that .. i miss you so much ryan .we used to have so much fun together . why cant they be like that again ?
