I was doing good. I was being so strong, until I saw you and my whole world just crumbled apart again. My heat was almost completely numb. Then I heard your voice and saw your face, looked into your eyes and my heart filled with sadness and pain. My head full of questions of why...why did you do this? For 3yrs I gave my all. It's takein everything I have to hold back the tears. It took everything I had not slap you, it took everything I had not to go off, and it took everthing I had not to grab you and kiss you. It's takein everything I have to try and forget you.