CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Broken"

Just got back from Montana an hour or so ago. The funeral was really nice, there were a lot of people that I didn't know. They had an open casket viewing which was kind of difficult, but it was my dad's choice. During the funeral procession, it was the van carrying the palbearers, the hearse, my dads car and then my sisters car followed by several others. Was really nice that when we got part way through town getting ready to turn onto a main street a cop stop and blocked traffic so we didn't break the line of cars. 

Honestly, it will probably be the last time I go over there. There is nothing left there, and my dad lives in Canada on with his Sasquatch fvcked up wife. She is a bitch, and did make me uncomfortable the past few days. My dad was talking about getting more american smokes and I told him I would trade him a pack straight across and she was like, NO! We dont have enough! WTF!?!?! Well that was yesterday, today at breakfast before we took off, I was showing my dad a picture on my phone and said my phone was ghetto, she jumped in with well if you would get a job maybe you could afford a phone that isnt ghetto. WTF again! When I went outside to smoke with my dad, I told him I wasnt trying to be a bitch but to ask his wife to back the fvck off me. My phone really isnt ghetto, I refer to it as ghetto cuz it was a Sprint phone that I had flashed to Cricket service so there are things I can't do on it such as pics and stuff, so I call it ghetto.

Being with my sisters and daughter over there, there were a few snide remarks from my sisters, but I just ignored them and they passed over. When we got back here, my sisters were in the other room talking to my mom and I heard how my one sister paid for this and that, like 5 bucks worth of my stuff, I would have paid for them, I had the money to do it. So I took her out 5 bucks and said HERE! You could have asked and I would have paid for it on my own. This is where the other sister jumped in and said I hate being said No to, I havent done anything with my life in 2 years and that I was basically a loser. FVCK THIS! Yesterday the shelter I dont want to be at called and left a message that they had an opening, I will call them after I call the other place tomorrow, cuz the one that called I cant work, they dont allow it and the one I want to be at encourages work. UGH!!!!

But needless to say, I should be into one of them the next few weeks.

Enough ranting.....