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1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it. 13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. 14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know. 15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

"My Immortal" I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]

Tourniquet I tried to kill my pain, But only brought more. (So much more) I lay dying, And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal. I'm dying, Praying, Bleeding And screaming. Am I too lost to be saved ? Am I too lost ? My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. Do you remember me ? Lost for so long. Will you be on the other side ? Or will you forget me ? I'm dying, Praying, Bleeding And screaming. Am I too lost to be saved ? Am I too lost ? My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. (Return to me salvation) (I want to DIE!) My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My wounds cry for the grave. My soul cries, for deliverance. Will I be denied ? Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.

Tourniquet I tried to kill my pain, But only brought more. (So much more) I lay dying, And I'm pouring, crimson regret, and betrayal. I'm dying, Praying, Bleeding And screaming. Am I too lost to be saved ? Am I too lost ? My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. Do you remember me ? Lost for so long. Will you be on the other side ? Or will you forget me ? I'm dying, Praying, Bleeding And screaming. Am I too lost to be saved ? Am I too lost ? My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. (Return to me salvation) (I want to DIE!) My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My God! My Tourniquet, Return to me salvation. My wounds cry for the grave. My soul cries, for deliverance. Will I be denied ? Christ! Tourniquet! My suicide.

Anybody under the age of 14 should not read this, and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: U remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain , and Two Stupid Dogs. AAAAAAAH real monsters. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE! You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." You remember TGIF on ABC. Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. You remember when, 2Pac and Selena died. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not... You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record "Your FAVORITE song of ALL time" Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show. Captain Planet. He's a Hero. You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to be together. You remember when super nintendo's and Sega Genisis became popular. You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny. You remember watching home alone 1, 2 , and 3........and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders" You remember watching The Magic School Bus, Wishbone, and Reading Rainbow on PBS. You remember when Yomega Yo-Yos were cool. You remember those Where's Waldo books.. You remember when Mortal Kombat wuz tha greatest! U remember eating Warheads.(those sour candys) You remember watching the 1st Batman, Aladin, Ninja Turtles, and 3 Ninjas movies. U remember Ring Pops. U remember drinkin' Fruitopia and Surge. if you memeber when every thing was "da BOMB" when they made the new lunchables so that you could make tacos and pizza!! You remember boom boxes vs. cd players Writing M.A.S.H. notes. (and the twenty different versions of that) Making those little paper fortune cookie things.. and then predicting your life with them. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell" You played and/or collected "Pogs" You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere ...Furbies....enough said You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet. And Windows 95 was the best. You watched the original cartoons of Rugrats, Power Rangers,and Ninja Turtles. You had a favorite New Kid on the block, and you knew all of there names Michael Jordan was a king. Yikes pencils and erasers were the stuff! All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.) You remember when the new Beanie Babies and talking Elmo were always sold out. You collected those Beanie Babies. Growing Pains. Carebears and The Gummy Bear show. Gak was the coolest thing invented. Lambchop's song never ended. The old dollar bills. Silver dollars, were cool that have. You remember a time before the WB. You collected all the Troll dolls You owned a portable tape player. If you even know what an original walkman is. You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch. You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?" You know the Macarena by heart. "Talk to the hand" ... enough said You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!" You know the significance of the number 23. You went to McD's to play in the playplace. You remember playing on merry go rounds...at the play ground. When we were younger: Before the MySpace frenzy... Before the Internet & text messaging... Before Sidekicks & iPods... Before MIKE JONES... Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX... Before Sponge Bob ...Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night. When light up sneakers were cool. When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing. When we recorded stuff on VCRs . When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. When 2Pac and Biggie where alive. When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. Way back. when it was all about N64. WHEN MAKING OUT WAS A NO-NO WHEN YOU TRADED POKEMON CARDS FOR A LIVING Before we realized all this would eventually disappear Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!! Post this in your bulletin if you remember these days .... If you grew up in the 90's you've gotta read this

I love you because you make me happy I love you because you make me feel safe and secure I love your smile I love the way you say my name I love the look in your eyes when you tell me you love me And how you laugh at me when I do something stupid, when others would put me down. I love the fact that when I'm around you I can be myself and not worry about what you may think of me, because I know you love me for who I am. No matter what my faults may be. I love being able to wake up with you by my side... It makes my days better At night I love watching you sleep, hearing you take each breath, and feeling your heart beat with the palm of my hand... reality hits that you are not a dream YOU ARE MINE. I love the way you wrap your arms around me and hold me really tight, like there is no tomorrow And I love the way I feel when your lips barely touch mine for a kiss, the love and emotions that go through me at that moment are unexplainable. I love your laugh I love hearing your voice I love that you get along with my family and friend, no matter how much you dislike them, or who they are. And hearing you tell me your stories, you could tell them to me a thousand times, and I will never get tired of them, because they are a part of you. But the main reason I love you is because..... You are you!

This is to all my friends, all of my friends' friends, and so on and so forth. I say that because I'm asking all of my friends to pass this on. (I'll be putting this in my bulliten and also messaging it to everyone on my friend's list) I don't know exactly how to say what it is I want to say so just bear with me please. I am asking each and eveyone of you for help. Most of you... well my friends anyways already know this but for the rest of you this bit is to inform you of my situation and why I'm asking for help. This is true and real I promise and I'll be leaving a link as well to show this is real. I doing this to ask for help as well as raise awareness of a disease called Spinal Muscular Atrophy. Most people don't even know of it. I've heard it called the "common uncommon disease". I have a daughter, and her name is Ariyana. She is the most beautiful and unique little girl you'd ever meet. She was born healthy (or so I thought) and with no complications. She had a normal infancy, but when she started to walk I noticed something was wrong. I had friends who had children her age and around her age who were doing things she couldn't do, and she was falling a lot. So I went to her pediatrition and brought this to his attention. They gave me every excuse in the book as to what was wrong with my child, but I wasn't buying it. After about three months they finally sent her to Childrens hospital in New Orleans. Where I was going for about 9 months with the same story. We were going to do therapy and see if she gets better. So for 9 months I'm thinking I'm helping her, and I can do something to help her. Finally after those 9 months and still no change her artopedic specialist sent her to a Neurologist. Which was a releif but also worried me. We went through a series of tests, and found out May 27, 2005 (it still amazes me on how easily I can remember that date) that she had Spinal Muscular Atrophy II/III. I'd never see her run or jump or climb or anything! My world was shattered. Infact it's going to get worse. She will someday be in a wheelchair, and possibly worse. Since then I've come to realize that it's not AS bad as it could have been, but when it is your child it's still the end of the world. All I can think about is how many things all of us, including myself, have taken for granted our whole lives. I have never felt as hopeless as I have since I've found out. I've felt like there is nothing I can do because I can't cure her and make her better, but I was thinking I can do something I can raise awareness and ask for help. So here is where I'm asking for help. There is a foundation called Familes Of Spinal Muscular Atrophy (FSMA) who raises money then funds it to find a cure. That's right there is no cure, but there is hope. You can go to their website and there is things they sell. My favorite is the SMA bands. Their bands just like the cure cancer bands and hope and all that stuff... their half red and half black and they say "Cure SMA" on them their only 2 dollars and trust me every penny counts. The have other things on there. And quite a few of them have been done by children like my daughter. Children who also live with Spinal Muscular Atrophy. They also take donations. They even have walk and roll athons.. You can also get more info on it at this site. There is so many ways to help. You can go to this web site read more on it, and hopefully you'll want to be involved. The website itself is: www.fsma.org The fundraising and merchandise is: http://www.fsma.org/fundraise.shtml The bracelets: http://www.fsma.org/bracelet2005.shtml Also if your like to contact me my myspace is liber_ex_fatum Hotmail: ariyanasmom@hotmail.com Yahoo: liber_ex_fatum I greatly appreciate you just taking the time to read this, and giving me the time and chance to let this known. Thank you! Sincerely, Marylynne