i am so sick to death of every thing...i wish it was like in school again...if a guy liked u and u liked him back then it was a done deal...u were boyfriend and girlfriend...
right now i would b happy as hell if someone would even like me like that...i thought that i did and even thought that i had an understanding with him cuz he wasn't ready for a relationship even though i was...i figured there ain't no hurry so just lay back and see what would develop and happen...so he's supposed to come over and the first night he doesn't...something unforeseen happens...the next night he PROMISED that he would come over...and what happens...nothing i don't even hear from him...for all i know something happened to him...all in all he just didn't wanna deal with me or wanna be with me after all...
so i just wanna know when is it gonna be my turn to get the man of my dreams...the one i feel i deserve...i'm always asked what do i want...i want to be with someone to say hey its ok to feel like that cuz i feel the same bout u...u like me and i like u...even though it might not end up bein the right person down the line but give it a chance...and me a chance...i've got just as much to lose as u....
