I have recently found myself in a situation where I was hurt by a man...(not so surprizing eh?) Well, I had the opportunity brought to me to talk to this complete and total stranger about my issues, share with Him my thoughts. So, I said to myself "What the hell...it couldn't hurt, it isn't like this person knows me and I can get it off of my mind." So I took up the opportunity to do so. Through out the midst of it all I found this part of the world that I really never knew. That a person can be so Amazing. He, the stranger, has become someone that shares a lot of my thoughts, has given me a lot of strength, and has pushed me in many ways to pursue happiness. I have done nothing other than smile 99.9% of this time that has been shared. I have learned that life doesn't have to go in the direction it seems to be taking, if we choose to walk into something with our eyes wide open. To feel this bond with someone that once was a complete stranger and to have it become a part of what I live every day...it's truly amazing! I don't know any other way to describe what we have. Yes we are miles upon miles apart...yet at the same time, We both feel as though we are right next to eachother. To be able to talk and share and feel as though the warmth of eachother's touch is as close as being there in reality. It's truly amazing. It blows me away to know that I, of all people, have the chance to feel this. I am often left feeling speechless when He and I talk. Left with a smile so big, that my cheeks hurt. I never knew happiness could be reached from miles away. I know that if He happens upon this blog entry, that He knows whom I am speaking of...and I want to tell Him this.... "Thank You for finding me at one of my weakest moments and showing me that I can be strong. And Thank You for watching over me as I sleep." I do hope that this, what is happening between He and I, grows stronger and becomes a reality lived and not just felt. From the whole of my heart...I want to say "I've come to accept the fact that You are truly Amazing!" (and yes YOU have to accept that Mr.Stranger!)
