arkaine2000's blog: "As I feel right now."

I feel like I’ve slept through most of my life flowing through the years some happiness some strife No real dreams or desires no real goals to achieve no real purpose to life to make me believe Then one day came a lady she’s such a surprise the woman inside her has awoken my eyes She’s stirred things inside me I didn’t know lived All these words and these poems and this passion to give I’m filled with the desire to make her feel good to make her heart smile just like it should I’m filled with the need to make her face glow to make her feel wanted deep in her soul She’s awoken this man and ignited a fire he now has a dream it’s to feel what’s inside her

Thoughts flicker In my mind Like faint stars. I glint Like a drop of dew In the morning sun And vanish. This space Into which I now dissolve And disappear Is the eternal color Of your eyes.

Losing Yet Again by Katie Love in my life is like sand, I give it care and attention, Then a strong gust of wind sifts it through my hand, I lose yet again

Mixing and matching, Twisting and turning, Hoping and praying, Dreaming and considering, Never knowing yet always knowing, Wanting to, yet not wanting to, Mixing my heart, Matching my soul to yours, Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist, Turning my life over, Hoping that it would end, Praying that it never would stop, Thinking it was over, Wishing that it wasn't, Dreaming of its coming, Considering letting it steal within Never knowing if it's true, Always knowing that it's there. Wanting to live in the light, Not wanting the light to come, The love of another The dreams of someone close, Remembering what you used to feel, Can it come back if you pray so?

If a broken heart could cry a river To float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone to travel far away from here where no one knows I cried because you told me you don't love me and a part of me has died If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea and leave behind this hurt I feel I'd take the chance and flee but no...I'd love you still If a broken heart could cry a river to float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea would you change your mind and go with me come sail on my salty sea... come sail away with me...