Buttercup's blog: "Squirrels in heat"

Well, the good news is I have been more outgoing the last few days.  Otherwise, I've been ok.  Just a bit stresed by work.  There has been a full moon.  Wow.  People go crazy when there's a full moon.  lol

I don't feel like doing much, still.  I can't really write fluidly, or think clearly all the time.  I had a few sets of focal seizures last night and the night before.  I stopped them both with Lorazapam and Keppra.  That put me to sleep.  And it scares others around me, which I hate.  If I would just toughen up and not be chilcken about it.  

Right this moment, I can't chat because I'm jamming to Hail to the King, Avenged Sevenfold.  When I'm not jamming to that today, I'm listening to "Face to The Floor" by Chevelle.  Yeah.  Pretty much over and over with a few breaks...lol.  Since I am skilled interpersonally, it is difficult to imagine I might have Apserger's traits...and yet...lol.  Oh sorry, ASD, High functioning.  THey changed the name.  I wish they would stop doing that kind of thing (they, being the DSM V publishers).  Damn.  I've been working too much.  Ok.  I am going to beat my head against yon wall...wait...I have to listen to music...once again, music saves me.  

All of my thoughts are independent of one another.  lol...thus, they do not always connect.  I'm also impatient, impulsive, and I trend and in out of existence on social media.  I don't use the phone.  I text.  Only a few people can text me.  Soooo....I'm a freak.  I'm terribly sorry for a freak.  I just like sharing my pictures and getting interesting (lol, to say the least) feedback.  

Still saying "I think I can" in a small voice to myself.  But, no longer feeling as down.  Yay... 

xoxo

Ally

ps.  If you followed this train of thought, I'm terribly sorry.  It's a a two track brain:  apparently on.  Apparently off.  lol