143289's blog: "anything goes"

It didn't come wrapped in bright paper It didn't come by mail It wasn't loud and noticed by all who stood around It was a very simple gift Very profound It made tears come to my eyes and I laughed with sheer joy. It glowed It glittered as brightly as a star in the heavens. More precious to me than any glittering stone. Love,and friendship, a promise.

I'm looking through the shards of broken glass as time goes rushing past. I know its a bad time, a bad time to lie to you. Life is a ticking clock,sometimes I am just waiting for it to stop. It feels like it has gone on forever. I long to close my eyes and shut the world out. But I'm not ready...to tune it totally out. I have walked in your foot steps, till there is nothing left to follow They say,lead by example...should I follow you down that shadowy path? Fear is the only thing holding me back. Been there done that, got sick from that. Its a bad time to lie to you, cause I cant follow you down that path. Ive tried to do that....I cant ever come back and I'm not ready to call it quits just yet. Pick the pieces up, climb out of this dark hole to face this mean old world I won't lie to you, its a bad time to lie to you. it seems like the holes gets bigger and deeper as time goes rushing past but the soul still screams a loud war cry. Its still worth the fight.

He walks with his head held high A great deal of pride inside He answers a call to bear arms for his country He'd lay down his life take his last breath. To do what he believes to be right He will stand strong even as he stares death straight in the eye. He will go to hell and back,for you, and me. He has faith that she will wait.

I looked into his eyes one last time as I got into the car, I never dreamed it would be the last time I'd see him alive. All I knew was the anger I felt at that very moment and i just didn't want to talk to him. So i put my son in the car and drove away.I didn't look back. His eyes still haunt me, I'd hurt him just like he'd hurt me so many times in past. They screamed at me why, why, why?! Then came the fateful phone call, hes gone Trace, come home. No it can't be true I screamed, how could he do that to me its just not fair!Now I can't ever make things right. He burned the bridges and now it can never be taken back. He left me, asking alot of questions.Why did you do it? why did you leave me, why didn't you love me? Theres no way you can ever take any of the stuff you did back.now I'm left still asking so many questions that have no answer. My dad had committed suicide, three days before my birthday.He'd left no note or anything telling us why.He and I had unfinished business and it just about killed me.It took me a long long time to get over it.Sometimes I wonder if i have or do I just simply go on.I mean I still think about him, and wonder about it and the reasons. sometimes I think he had a secret.Who knows I mean he was bi-polar, an alcoholic,and very withdrawn.

I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I just feel sad inside. I try to get close, yet you pulled away. Forget it I said, move on, life's not that long I wont hold on. Loves a senseless waste, my weakest human trait. Play the game.I haven't got time to waste. Such a shame , I wasted your time. Father No pride shown. No time. All I have are the echoing screams, and scars. You left me empty, sad, alone, angry, abandoned. Forget , I wish i could.

Angel Wings This morning, I smelled something very good. Perhaps, It was a rainbow. Or maybe, It was a dinosaur smile. Or even, a seashell. I am not sure What rainbows Or dinosaurs smiles Or seashells Smell like. But I'm sure they smell wonderful. Wonderful and special like the smell of angel-wings. But also, I'm sure they smell A little sad, Because we cant really smell A rainbow, Or a dinosaur smile, or a seashell, Or especially, We can't really smell The wonderful smell Of angel- wings This poem was written by an eleven year old boy,who had mitochondrial myopathy, he wrote a lot of different poems,I just posted this one paticular because i thought it was very sweet.Also because I think it was very special.Enjoy.

I was just wondering about this... I mean guys go through it so I was wondering, do women? If so I wonder am I and when do I get to get my corvette and a hunk to do my bidding lol.Oh and the boob job from hell.Sorry just had to put that out there.Got an answer, Id love to hear it.

Humanity Where has the compassion gone? Where is your humanity now? What has happend to You? Where is your charity for you brother or sister who walks the street hungry and cold with no place to go? Does your heart not feel the pain? Not a tear shed...do you not feel shame? Is it not your problem, that men walk Skid Row with no place to go? Fill your bellies, sleep in your warm beds let not your heart be troubled. Ignore what is going on around you. Lie to yourself if it makes you feel better. But ask yourself...where has your Humanity for your brothers gone?

hey everyone tonight is a good night, im kicking back with a sexy red head who is my best friend and a really cute guy.getting blasted.There are certain people on here that think im such a prude.ha, may come to some sort of surprise to you but baby im bi....although you guys are cute on here i will say there is no comparison to a hot woman.So to the one who insulted me last night and attacked my computer with a melicious virus because I turned his ass down, eat your heart out and draw your own conclusions.To my buddys i love you.Deb I love ya.I am back with a vengence!!!!!!!!!!! Eat Puss people!!!!kisses does your body good..yum :)

hi, I was on Cherry Tap last night, somehow someone tapped into my computer and a back door trojan was planted into my computer causeing pages to overload...I later found a program that had just been installed into my computer that I had not put there.This program allowed files to be transfered to another computer.I was talking to two people I know and one that I did not last night.So I kind of narrowed it down.The thing is, if this can be done.You arent really as safe as you might think you are.I had two antivirus programs and one firewall yet whoever it was got through.I ended up completely whipping my computer clean and going back to factory setup just to get rid of this trojan.This Trojan was called Clicker.One antivirus program i had never found it the second did. Too late it was already in my computer though.All I can say is protect yourself and watch who you talk to. Trace