Inlove with my angel blessed be's blog: "Anything goes"

Bowing down before my Pagan god, worshipping the ground he walked upon. Late is the hour I wash his feet, as he lay his weary head back against the seat. I gaze into his eyes and see his eternal soul. Wishing that someday he realize I am his whole. The love we'd share would be the greatest in the land. Side by side, hand in hand. My Pagan god by my side at last. Our reign would be vast. My hands begin to tremble as he gazes down upon me. I ponder, "does he hear me?" My heart beating fiercely in my chest, pounding under my breast. My breathe becomes quicker when I realize that he is holding me in his hand. He pulls me up and I begin to stand. I close my eyes and tremble at the thought. For with my cheating heart I had been caught. He looked into my eyes and saw there was no remorse. For my love for him had shown it's course. Deeper then any ocean or sea. My love was deep within me. Now standing in front of him, my eyes cast aside. My love for him I could not hide. He gently caresses my face. I move into his warm tender embrace. "Oh by the gods!" I whisper, as I take in his essence. Our hearts finally beating as one. His touch as warm as the warm autumn sun. I take in a deep breath not wanting this spell to be broken. Should I steal a kiss for a last tender token? If I should wake from this loving warm dream, I pray it doesn't tear me at the seems. unfinished work in progress. copyrighted@2007

One day at a time, I will know how to find. The one who will love me. The One that it could be. The love we share. Will be the one I cannot bare. For he cannot love me. My soul I would give so freely. There will always be, Someone better then me. One day at a time. I will know how to find. True love that wont let me go. Will it stop hurting so? My heart is breaking more each day. I want him to see me in everyway. For he cannot love me. My soul I would give so freely. There will always be, Someone better then me.

A dying breed" To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath. To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one. To every guy that believed in her dreams. To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them. To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams. To every guy that walked her to her car. To every guy that gave his heart. To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her. ...This one bulletin is for you... Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore... And because of this, there are not many left out there... i guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image If you are a nice guy repost this with "We're a Dying Breed " If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way repost this with: "To Every Guy....

For the last thirteen years I have done some very stupid shit. I have had sex with multiple guys, but I have slept next to only a handful. Right now there is only one I want to sleep with for the rest of my life. I don't want to feel just like the teddy bear that you sleep with, I want to feel the love that goes with it! I want to be someone's, baby!!! I want to be the one you want to come home to, to love and cherish. Not the one you only want to hold when it's comvenient or when it's the only thing you have right now. Do you know what it's like to be someone's, baby? I did along time ago. I used to be someone's baby. They stopped loving me, just like everyone does. I can't do anything right. I can't make them love me, but I can't stop loving them. To be someone's baby is holding on to them for dear life never letting go. Treating them like they are the only one you want. Kissing them goodnight, holding them tight, making love to them not just having sex. Not just having them there becuase you feel you owe them something. To be someone's baby is like closing your eyes and feeling all the love inside reaching that orgasmic stage, without the sex. Knowing you are loved by that person and hearing that you are loved by them is the ultimate orgasm. The on the other side of it. If you love them and they cannot show you that in return, then you know you are not their baby. You are the one on the back burner for someone else to find. You may love them, but it doesn't mean they love you. One of these days I can only pray to be that person's baby.