do you ever feel like everything is depending on you? or that it is up to you to always be the strong one? sometimes i just feel like it's to much and i'm just gonna explode if anything else happens. but i try and know i have to remember that God wont' put anymore on me than i can handle! but it is just so hard. i can't see my best friend right now and my other friend lives in maine so it just really sucks. other than my internet friends and my family i just feel like i'm totally alone sometime! anyone else feel this way?