GO AWAY, GO AWAY, GO AWAY
I no longer can describe feelings.
I no longer want to feel those feelings.
Maybe a tidal wave of impulses.
Screaming to be let free.
Only I no longer know the words to tell them.
No one would care.
I am still lost.
But I am starting to not care.
Does no one see the pain?
Does anyone care anymore?
No.
I know my faults.
You don’t have to point them out to me.
I have no strengths.
They have been used up already.
Envy, rage, lust, all I know now.
Dangerous with the power of knowing.
But you should be thankful I don’t . . .
I won’t obey by any rules.
Even ones I previously made for myself.
You should’ve ran when you had the chance.
But you willingly bound yourself to me.
I am loosing the war.
I can no longer be bandaged up.
I guess I’m sorry.
But its been changing a while.
Did you not care?
To caught up in yourself to notice?
I can’t survive this.
If you don’t like it, then leave.
Maybe I should push you away.
It’d be so easy.
Go away,
Go away,
Go away!