have you ever found the irony in the word funeral ? i broke down at work today and bawled my eyes out... and made my boss feel really bad.im going to my fourth funeral this year and let me tell you it doesnt get any easier.Do you ever wonder why it is we lose the people that mean the most to us? or why it is that the happy really nice people go first.not to say that anyone deserves to die... except jesse of course but i have my reasons for that.im just sad ive lost a lot of really amazing people this yeari miss them a lot
