Dejected and depressed
Evil thoughts going threw her mind
Wanting nothing more
Then contentment in her life.
Helpless and frustrated
With no where else to turn
She turn's to her sweet blade
And her troubles unfurl.
She thinks of the friends once so close
Now only seem to bring more pain.
Lectures and stern voices
Remind her she can't do nothing right.
For every friend
Who she has hurt she adds a cut
And a cut for every time
A friend has inflicted pain
Weather it was intentional or not
Next she thinks of her boyfriends
Not caring if they were worth it or not
Adding to the growing number of cuts
On her pale worthless body.
The fights; the tears; the heartbreaks
All she blames herself for.
She thinks of her family
And how despite their kind faces
The feeling they want nothing to do with her.
For every little disappointment
And every little mistake she made'
Now the final cuts
The one's to end the grief
She sinks down in the tub
The blood already tainting the water
Just another sweet relief.
She grips her blade tight
Scared of the pain
But knowing it will all be over soon
She braces herself for the desired relief
And hears her little 3 year old niece
Playing in her room
And she puts the blade down.
Not wanting to corrupt the innocent
With the image of a bloody body haunting her in her sleep
She gets out and wraps in a towel
Sinking to the floor and crying her heart out
Till it even hurts to much to cry
And plasters a smile on her face
And comes and sees her nieces smiling face
And holds on to her life for one more day.
