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this weekend

Well this weekend sucked ass! I had a REALLY bad day on Friday and then when I got home I was told that me and a friend needed to have a talk. I asked if I should be worried he said no. So I was like alright, well I should have been worried. :( Then on Saturday night we had the more in depth talk and it all sucked ass. But we are doin alright I guess. I am still talking to him and we are still making plans so that is a good thing. I guess it could be alot worse. I could never just stop talking to him. I have way to many feelings for him to do that. And I have since the day I met him. And that was over a year ago. Jes has been sleeping alot better. She only woke up fussing 2 times last night. I eventually had to put her in bed with me to get her to sleep so that I could get a few hours of sleep. I am running on like 2 hours of sleep cause I was on the phone till 4 am this morning. I am actually in a fairly good mood too. Suprise suprise huh?? I had a great phone call last night so I am just happy today. I cant wait to get my GED. I will be walking in June. My 1st test is Feb 28th. YAY!!! I have to write an essay today for class tomorrow night. I took the reading and writing pretests last night and I found out that I am a better writer than I am a reader. Go figure. The teacher said its cause I like to talk haha! and boy do I like to talk. Well I am off here to write my essay and to make some cold calls. Talk to everyone later. Love~ Angela Maria
OH DEAR LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today so totally sucks!! Its only 9:30 and I am ready to just leave. I hate being in this fucking place. I warned everyone that I am not doin good today and the stupid bitch starts in on me. FUCK YOU BITCH!!!! I will fucking leave and go home if this shit keeps up. I am depressed and I am having some health issues right now. I am goin to the dr next friday and hopefully we can get all of this stuff taken care of. I need to talk to someone and see if they can help me deal with all this shit. I have someone that I talk to now but he isnt always gonna be able to talk just cause I am having a bad day. I mean he has a life also and problems of his own. Miss Jessica was being a pain in the ass last night. She woke up at like 2 am and Michelle and I both tryed to calm her and we couldnt. Tim came out and tryed to calm her and wasnt able to. He finally took her in his room and let her sleep in his bed with him and she calmed down and went to sleep. I hate the nights where I cant calm her and the only one that can is Tim. It makes me feel so bad that she needs a man and there isnt one there that can take care of her. Bill~ I fucking hate you for what you have done to Jessica and I. You are a selfish fucking bastard!!! You think only of yourself and not the 2 kids that you are hurting. You have fucking dropped off the face of the earth and I am glad! I dont want you around me or MY kids. They deserve someone better than you. Someone who will be there for them and that will love them and care for them. Not someone who is gonna walk away from them and NEVER look back. You feel that pussy is more important than your kids. Just remember Bill she is a fucking child molester. And if she has done it once she will fucking do it again. I agree that people deserve second chances but not when they are child molesters and have kids of their of their own. They dont deserve anything!!!! That didnt even make me feel better!!! Its now 2:50 and I feel a lil better but not much. I am still pissy but I finally got to talk to my crush and he just makes me happy. All I have to do is hear his voice and I am smiling. :)) Im a dork I know haha!

Lil of this lil of that

Well life has been goin real good as of late. We have ordered our tickets to go see Jerry Springer. HAHA!!! That is gonna be the end of Feb. Its gonna be fun. There will be like 16 of us going. I cant wait. I recieved my W-2 yesterday. I will be filing my taxes within the next couple days and then I can plan for my vacation. YAY!!! I made a comment to him about him not wanting me to go and he said I am going, so he obviously wants me there. YAY!!! I cant wait. If all goes well maybe I will be making more frequent trips out there. I miss talking to him as much as I was before but I guess until my unlimited minutes start I am stuck with only talking to him a lil here and a lil there. But its all good. I really like him and I have told him how I feel. He has told me a lil bit about how he feels, and I understand that he doesnt want to rush anything cause he has been hurt ALOT in the past. As have I. I have had feelings for him for a LONG time now and I just got the nerve to tell him about them. I have finally said fuck everyone I am gonna stop hiding how I feel. If anyone has a problem with who I want to be with FUCK OFF!!!!! Well I am off here to do some looking around then I am off to a few appointments. ~hugs~

Kinda scary

This is a Must Read for everyone who have children or grandchildren EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE YOUR CHILDREN READ IT TOO! MAYBE AFTER THEY READ THIS YOUR KIDS WILL NOT THINK THEIR PARENTS ARE TO OVER PROTECTIVE!! After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line . She logged on under her screen name ByAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following Me home today It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven't done that Have you? ByAngel213: Of course not. I'm not stupid you know. GoTo123: Did you have a softball game after school today? ByAngel213: Yes and we won!! GoTo123: That's great! Who did you play? ByAngel213: We played the Hornets. LOL. Their uniforms are so gross They look like bees. LOL GoTo123: What is your team called? ByAngel213: We are the Canton Cats. We have tiger paws on our uniforms. They are really cool. GoTo123: Did you pitch? ByAngel213: No I play second base. I got to go. My homework has to be Done before my parents get home. I don't want them mad at me. Bye! GoTo123: Catch you later. Bye Meanwhile......GoTo123 went to the member menu and began to search for her profile. When it came up, he highlighted it and printed it out. He took out a pen and began to write down what he knew about Angel so far. Her name: Shannon Birthday: Jan. 3, 1985 Age: 13 State where she lived: North Carolina Hobbies: softball, chorus, skating and going to the mall. Besides this information, he knew she lived in Canton because she had just told him He knew she stayed by herself until 6:30 p.m. every afternoon until her parents came home from work. He knew she played softball on Thursday afternoons on the school team, and the team was named the Canton Cats. Her favorite number 7 was printed on her jersey. He knew she was in the eighth grade at the Canton Junior High School. She had told him all this in the conversations they had on- line. He had enough information to find her now. Shannon didn't tell her parents about the incident on the way home from the ballpark that day She didn't want them to make a scene and stop her from walking home from the softball games Parents were always overreacting and hers were the worst. It made her wish she was not an only child. Maybe if she had brothers and sisters, her parents wouldn't be so overprotective. By Thursday, Shannon had forgotten about the footsteps following her. Her game was in full swing when suddenly she felt someone staring at her. It was then that the memory came back. She glanced up from her second base position to see a man watching her closely He was leaning against the fence behind first base and he smiled when she looked at him. He didn't look scary and she quickly dismissed the sudden fear she had felt. After the game, he sat on a bleacher while she talked to the coach. She noticed his smile once again as she walked past him. He nodded and she smiled back. He noticed her name on the back of her shirt. He knew he had found her. Quietly, he walked a safe distance behind her. It was only a few blocks to Shannon's home, and once he saw where she lived he quickly returned to the park to get his car. Now he had to wait. He decided to get a bite to eat until the time came to go to Shannon's house. He drove to a fast food restaurant and sat there until time to make his move. Shannon was in her room later that evening when she heard voices in the living room. "Shannon, come here," her father called. He sounded upset and she couldn't imagine why. She went into the room to see the man from the ballpark sitting on the sofa. "Sit down," her father began, "this man has just told us a most interesting story about you." Shannon sat back. How could he tell her parents anything? She had never seen him before today! "Do you know who I am, Shannon?" the man asked. "No," Shannon answered. "I am a police officer and your online friend, GoTo123." Shannon was stunned. "That's impossible! GoTo is a kid my age! He's 14. And he lives in Michigan!" The man smiled. "I know I told you all that, but it wasn't true. You see, Shannon, there are people on-line who pretend to be kids; I was one of them. But while others do it to injure kids and hurt them, I belong to a group of parents who do it to protect kids from predators. I came here to find you to teach you how dangerous it is to talk to people on-line. You told me enough about yourself to make it easy for me to find you. You name the school you went to, the name of your ball team and the position you played. The number and name on your jersey just made finding you a breeze." Shannon was stunned. "You mean you don't live in Michigan?" He laughed. "No, I live in Raleigh. It made you feel safe to think I was so far away, didn't it?" She nodded. "I had a friend whose daughter was like you. Only she wasn't as lucky. The guy found her and murdered her while she was home alone. Kids are taught not to tell anyone when they are alone, yet they do it all the time on-line. The wrong people trick you into giving out information a little here and there on-line. Before you know it, you have told them enough for them to find you without even realizing you have done it. I hope you've learned a lesson from this and won't do it again. Tell others about this so they will be safe too?" It's a promise!" That night Shannon and her Dad and Mom all knelt down together and thanked God for protecting Shannon from what could have been a tragic situation. *****NOW***** Please send this to as many people as you can to teach them not to give any information about themselves. This world we live in today is too dangerous to even give out your age, let alone anything else. EVEN FORWARD THIS TO PEOPLE WITHOUT KIDS SO THEY CAN SEND IT TO FRIENDS THAT DO HAVE CHILDREN OR GRANDCHILDREN.
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