GODMOTHER Daddyslilangel DREAM TEAM BOM...'s blog: "angels blogs"

well  Folks yep Im back on Fubar for a minute. Havent been here for awhile been dealing with real life issues but basically Im working becoming a butterball and eating like I have lost my mind!!! that kinda goes along with being pregnant lol. Anyway Im posting pics of my new puppy Freedom . I named him that cause he was born on June 19th the day slaves in Texas were told they has been freed 2 years after the fact!!! Hes a shitZu and im so in love with him go give him love

~Angel Baby~ aka Lady Red

Just wanted to send this thought and love out to you. Its amazing that to me that for one moment I felt so much anguish and hurt about the future and you know how in the middle of the night all the doubts pile in on you and thats where I was and Aquafina popped up on my screen and didnt accept the "Im ok" and proceeded to be the caring loving person that I have found her to be since I joined the Pussycat Playmates. And I want to thank you Fina cause only the closest of friends and family knows whats going on with me and and so that makes you my family and good friend truly and I thank you for listening to me that will be treasured by me close to my heart....then Ms Kerrizzma gave me words of encouragement and love and this was to a stranger across miles and miles of space and she lifted me up and showed love and for that u r held dearest ms maam. When I got to kerrizzzmas page it was as if God himself was speaking to me in the message she had there and I want to share it and Im crying aS I TYPE IT NEVER LET SOMEONE BE YOUR PRIORITY WHILE YOUR THEIR OPTION..... thank you family cause thats what you are to me ~ANGEL~

This is my new pimp and owner MYSTA BIGZZ Just wanted to show him some love and if u get a chance drop by and show him some love as well. Hes sexy isnt he ladies ?? (wink)

yep its tshirt and panties time....so if u wanna own Angel come check it out ok

Ok heres my issue. I recently told my baby that things arent working out and we need to take a break for a minute and try to catch our breath. Got alot emotions going on between us right now and we just cant seem to work things out. And its funny that when a couple step back from each other thats when new people come into the picture. I feel like when a man has had a woman for a long time he forgets hiw sexy she is to him an forgets what made him fall in love with her and I feel like my baby doesnt see me as exciting and sexy anymore but that old saying is oh so true what one man wont do another one will and I have found that out for myself!! Ive got this really cool guy who has just really clicked with me and Im feeling him deeply. When we first talked I felt like I had known him all MY LIFE.... conversation is effortless and when we stop talking I miss him and ache to be in his presence all over again. He makes me feel sexy and desirable and loves telling me Im beautiful to him. I know lines when I hear them and I know when a guy is trying to talk your clothess off but I dont get that vibe from him all I get is real, no fake. Maybe I just needed to feel needed and desired and he has given me that no doubt, but theres the part of me that loves and adores my baby and cant let go of the hope that we will come thru this latest chapter of our life intact and still in love. But theres the part of me that is angry and hurt and tired of being judged not good enough and wants a new life with a man that can appreciate me for who I am and adore me an hold me in the middle of the night and not be ashamed of me and be proud to call me his wife one day..... so Angel is fighting a battle within herself and its bad

Whew I made it!!! So many times I didnt think I would see my birthday, but God is good and he allowed me to draw breath and see 43 baby and yes I am very proud. It wasnt easy making it here and so many times recently I didnt have the strength to WANT to make it, but love is a powertful thing an love wont let you give up on life or someone, and I want to take the time to say thank you Rico for not giving up on me and not letting me give up when I wanted to. I thank you for the love you have given me and lets make 09 a good year baby. Thru all the fights arguements and tears we have never let go of each others hand or lost faith in our love and when I say this love is FOREVA thats real. I know living with me isnt a easy thing but we have endured it all. For all the people who didnt know me and was there for me when I needed you the most I thank you from the bottom of my heart I MADE IT THRU BECAUSE OF YOUR LOVE SUPPORT AND PRAYERS!!! thank u so much. Im overwhelmed with tears as I write this because so much love was shown to me and it meants so much!!! For the ones I havent named you know who you are your support and love will never be forgotten. To Big Poppa, Mrs T and Thick you are my family and I love yall. I know we werent born to each other but I feel like we were. Keep your heads up baby Angel~

To all my friends and family here on FUBAR I thank you.....I logged on tonight because once again I couldnt sleep and I found my inbox so full of love that I was overwhelmed to tears by it. In this day and age to see so many people open up their hearts with thoughts of love and prayers sent it has truly renewed my faith in God. Rico and I are holding on and no its not easy but the fact that we have each other helps us hold our heads up. I never knew I had so many tears i could cry but there are times when my eyes are simply dry from all the tears I have spilled and just when you think you cant cry anymore here they come again....but God is so good and his angel wont complain.I got to hold my babies and touch their little hands and just behold how beautiful they were and that is a gift I will cherish for the rest of my life, and yes Im crying as I write this, but I just wanted to say thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the support that yall have given me and Rico plz keep praying for us cause we need them Thanks Angel

Im sitting here and I cant find the words to say right now except Im at a loss in my life. Im at a loss in which direction I need to go in or do I have the strength to take a step and continue to walk. Its true that God will never put more on you than you can stand...so why do I feel like the weight of the world is on me and Im heavy and cant hold my head up. I feel like I dont want to continue this fight called life. Instead of washing my babies lil faces Im making funeral arrangements to put them beside their grandfather. I know I am not the only woman who has lost a child and I wont be the last , but in my heart I feel like Im alone in this pain. I wont be able to hear them say their first words or take their first steps or fuss at them for breaking glass . where is the future? I have loss my hope and my faith and right now I need prayer . I need God to hold me close and never let go. To all my friends here on FUBAR I thank you for the love, I thank you for the tears you have cried and I want you to know that I know you are there for me and Rico...pray for us Thanks Angel

Im sitting here at the age of 42 and I have lived to see a black president in the white house and Im so proud to have taken part of history. Its so deep that i found myself brought to tears and just screaming as every friend I have called my phone to share the moment... Im proud to have shared this moment with my son and watched him vote in this historical moment . Im just emotional and wanted to share the hope

on your special day and yes I said special cause it is I hope that you can find joy in the simple fact that you are still here to see your babys grow up and see their smiles and know that with no doubt they love nobody else more than they loveyou. So many times this year I have had to think sadly of loved ones I have lost and God tends to bring people in your life not to replace them but to bring balance to our lives and I feel like he did that the day we first introduced ourselves to each other. In a round about way we came together but in the time we have known each other we developed such a strong and loving friendship until right now at this time if your brother said we were done he could never stop our bond and friendship for each other. I love you as if you were born to me as my sister. I have sat and confided in you things I would never dream of sharing with others because we are so close and I rhank you for being such a wonderful friend to me . so smile on your day diva its your world miss lady....... *Angel*