I AM A HAPPY, FAT AND FREE, CHRISTIAN GOTHIC WOMAN.....I HAVE FIVE CHILDREN AND THREE GRANDCHILDREN....I AM ALSO A WRITER AND AN AUTHOR......I LIKE ALL KINDS OF MUSIC AN D WRITE POETRY AND SONGS TO PASS MY TIME...XOXO....MAMIZ LALA.....XOXO......!!!!!!Hot BBW_Images Graphics! FAT AND FREE Jellyroll. Bubba and The Ghetto Gut Strut. Surely in the nineties its so hard to keep up. With the physiques and beauties that everyone seeks. Searching for that special love we all desire to meet. Many buffets all around town. Everybody always chowing down. So what ! I liked my legs the way they once where. My arms and my butt werent saggy for sure ! My ghetto gut jiggled fairly from the left to the right. Never during the day only when I danced in the night ! You made me so ashamed of myself that I searched for a Doctors help ! So I searched deep down into my soul For you I required a brand new goal ! I felt I was as beautiful as a woman could be ! But you did not want me fat and free ! You wanted me to be just like her. Very shapely with beautiful curves. So you threw me away like the wind and the breeze. What the heck is the matter with me ? Now I have only me to please ! I required a drug, he was my very best friend. He tore my mind and heart apart.again and again ! You were my love and my drug was my pal. You and he both made me a very different gal ! My life is a little and shorter now and still you tell me I look like a cow. I must tell you that you will never hurt me again. Because of you and my drug I found my very best friend ~ God ! Through prayers I prevailed and found my way. I now live for Gods love each and everyday. I now live for my freedom ~ eternally more ! My aches and pains are gone for sure ! When I get down to my wits end I turn to God when I need a friend ! Do not worry about me I can go on now. God tells me I dont look like a cow ! I asked God for some extra special time So that you may know my heart and mind. I want to let you all know you cant hurt me any more And that I can fit through Gods heavenly door. To all the people who have snickered as I walked by And to all who ever made me cry ! I want to let you know That we all will reap just what we sow ! Ive asked God to let me free of all this worlds iniquities ! For you I worry and I cry and pray that you shall never die. Through sin comes death, through God comes life. Through God we have eternal life ! Through God we find our destiny. Through God we shall all be free. God has forgiven me of this worldly disease Id like to be thought of as fat and free And not of being of a morbid obesity ! Now I try to keep my shape and I am happy , fat and free ! The way God tells me I can be ! I must let you truly know I will never cry for me again And that for you I have made amends ! I will cry although that you may understand that whether you are fat and free that its God who loves you and me ! That God does not discriminate That Satan sends us all this hate ! Now I must let you go and always remember Ill always love you so ! And never forget my dear friends, We all will reap just what we sow ! Goodbye for now ! I believe that this is the end !!FROM THE BOOK CALLED : MY FIRST AMENDMENT 2007