it does...
I dont get it. There is apparently something very wrong with me that I just dont see but he does. I graduate in 6 months. I will have an amazing career. Im a pretty nice person. I dont bring drama. I have no kids. Im honest to a fault...and ive been told im kinda cute.. but still he hurts me. I dont get it. I loved him so much. this isnt the first time hes hurt me. but I still came back because I loved him... and I guess I thought that he loved me too.. or at least gave a damn about me. I needed him this weekend...one of the few times EVER.. and he was nowhere to be found. I got a phone call after he avoided me for several days.. I just assumed he was busy with work.. never in a MILLION years did i see this coming. I cant even begin to comprehend it.. it doesnt make sense... I didnt even hear it from him.. I give up.. I just wanted him to love me. I didnt think I was asking that much. I would have done anything for him.. but apparently it wasnt good enough... I would really like to know what it is about me that makes me so unloveable.
