Amnesiac Dreamer..
Just a pinch a nudge to awaken me from this torment.. this reocurring nightmare that
i cant seem to let go of..
im not going to do it again im not goin to let myself stumble into the abyss of nothingness
just cause of an idea that has no foundation..its in my grasp i can feel it i can taste it
success is mine tho i have yet to attain it.
Im drowsy..my eyes heavy as my mind with thought...antisipation of the not knowing of whats to come next...
every new dream floods my head teasing me as if the cure to save me from this were only to remember
its contagious this everlasting virus that keeps me from progressing i long to not dream but to be healed,
my wounds to close, my mind to rest...
why does my memory escape me as my eyes see new day
and if only to remember were to remain in my dreamlike state then never
awaken me for here is where im happy not alive sick with the pain of deciet and no longer searching for the cure to my
amnesiac existence..
