Okay this name seemed fitting even though I know the answer to the question. Yes I am completly retared. I let people walk all over me but then I feel like crap after they do.
What the hell is my problem? But I think I know the answer to that one too. MEN!!! Well, let me refraise (sp?) that. ONE MAN. He's dumb, really dumb, he's a lying cheat and he likes to think he is gods gift. But DUMB me I still let myself think that I love him and then when it blows up in my face I feel all sad and teary eyed over it.
Well that was before I smashed his stereo and shreaded his favorite sweater. Okay I know, childish and....wait for it....DUMB. Dumber than dumb and I will be the first to admit it.
But, the upside is he was never setting foot in my house again to get any of his stuff back. Bad side...I could have used a new stereo if I would have thought rationally first. But blinded by anger I did what I did. But I felt better afterwords.
Maybe that's all that matters, that I feel better now. Hope he feels better when he learns what happened to his stuff.