Music Man's blog: "ALONE"

       Alone... By Me

Here I lye, feelin alone once again
stairing at the same 4 walls
searching for answers that never seem to come
wondering were I went wrong
this fimiliar feeling of lonelyness setteling in
tired of spending my nights all alone
looking for love in all the wrong places
never able to be with the ones that I love

Time to move in another direction
harder then anything I've done in the past
looking to the future not sure what I see
wondering what Is the reason for this
I try to be what I am happy to be
but no one seems to see this in me
what is it they are expecting from me
always the friend that will listen to you
but never anything more to all the friends I have

I'm Tired of always being alone
feeling inadequite to all that I know
feelings inside that bring me down
feeling inside like I am starting to drown
lots of friends I do know I have
telling me i am not alone
but a human touch is what I want to know
yerning for the love that aludes me
tired of actually being alone.

Always condemed for choices I make
But I will not abandon a friend
no matter what we once were
don't understand how people can be
so shallow in life, it amazes me
love I have found,love I have lost
but friends seem to stay no matter what
I will not compramise my values for anyone
so accept me the way I am or don't
I like who I am and you should too
I will not change for anyone
Including you...