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FANmePlease's blog: "Allure and Insanity"

created on 11/21/2009  |  http://fubar.com/allure-and-insanity/b325070  |  1 followers

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I was reading the paper over dinner last night and happened to come across a half page article with the photo of a couple friends of mine. Lauren and Dallas. They looked so cute and in love. The byline was tiny and vastly over shadowed by the huge quote in letters about one inch tall. `We are just happy they are together now. ` I never saw the words Plane Crash Victims.

Smiling me thought I should read this article and find out about my friends Lauren being an old co-worker. We used to work together for 3 years 3-5 days a week. We had a great work place we all went on beach days out for drinks to movie each other houses dinner a lot we were very close. Dallas was form my high school a few years older very kind he was the type of guy who in 12 grade danced with the shy 9th grader (me) who was trying to hide just a sweet boy I sure he was a nice man too. 

 

As I read it went over there wonderful romance and I truly thought this was a wedding announcement until it wasn`t. The article turned form Della’s love of flying his own plane to the crash. It went to how he died on impact but Lauren was in critical condition. It talked about her family’s heart breaking decision to make her an organ donor and how her last act of kindness was to save 8 people.

It’s shocking how the byline can change something from a wedding announcement to a death announcement. I truly saddened by the loss of 2 wonderful people who I sure will be greatly missed Lauren just 24 and Dallas 30 sooo sooo sad.

getting mildly feed up with seeing the day backwards ... 

i miss sleep! My god do i miss sleep, there is something uncontrollably frustrating about seeing the day come the wrong way round.

dont want the sun to burn my eyes .... hell my lap is burning my eyes... Its slowly getting so bad i feel the sun hit my face and my head throbs for a moment 

 

I am not a bloody vampire lol as fun a role play as that can be... i dont wan the sune to brun my eyes... I am just tired 

 

I miss peaceful rest. I miss sweet dreams... waking up clam and bliss.. ya anyways if it was summer the sun would be burning my eyes already but its not... so maybe i will sleep enough that it wont 2moro

Worries

Sooo my mom is having an operation 2moro and I am sitting here worrying trying hard not to think of it to much ... but how does one not think about it when i 12 hours it going to happen. I really hate seeing ehr in the hospital i hate it i hate it soo much. I might lose my mind b4 morning sighs ... please say a pray for her 

I liked this

‎'The Invitation'
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain.
I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it.
I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human.
It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to be true to yourself; if you can bear the accusation of betrayal and not betray your own soul; if you can be faithless and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see beauty, even when it's not pretty, every day, and if you can source your own life from its presence.
I want to know if you can live with failure, yours and mine, and still stand on the edge of the lake and shout to the silver of the full moon, "Yes!"
It doesn't interest me to know where you live or how much money you have. I want to know if you can get up, after the night of grief and despair, weary and bruised to the bone, and do what needs to be done to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me who you know or how you came to be here. I want to know if you will stand in the center of the fire with me and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me where or what or with whom you have studied. I want to know what sustains you, from the inside, when all else falls away.
I want to know if you can be alone with yourself and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.
~ Oriah Mountain Dreamer via M.H.Lombardo

Sooooo I have a found Obsession something  I am in crazy love with. 

 

The SPIRIT HOOD!!!

 

I adore these things,  I obsess over them I dont even think  there is one I don't want. Not only are they amazing because they make you feel in touch with different parts of your self, you are helping wild life and that feels great. I mean maybe in warm places they are un practical but I live in Canada and its perfect in Vancouver. 

 

They are warm and def make getting through a cold day much easier. There is also this affect I find wearing them brings. People seem to part for you on the street speeding cars slow to a stop. I like it lol. I have trouble going out with out at least 10 people asking me where i got it or commenting on how much they love it. They are soooo fun to wear.

 

In closing they are a blast they have function and a wild playful style thats not for anyone but the bold or very playful and that's just greatness to me..... Sooo if you want one and I know alot of you do :P i been linking this shit like crazy check out www.Spirithood.com and get ready to embrace something weird and wonderful or just warm and cuddly :P

Mind Blowing

I am completely  blow away... and not so much in the good way.

The Passion is dead. But I too want to be alive, to live but the purest of desires seems to fade into the dark.I want to be moved, move me?

 

Moral of the story I watched a rather moving art film, and it left me feeling lacking.

 

When to 2 stright men portraying secret gay lovers have more passion in a monement acting then I have in 4 years.  I have to say I feel void... its like ppl playing a role have more fire. I miss fire.

 

I havnt really desired someone in so long, Sure sex I love that, I love fetish and to play, But any moments of passion and desire past lust. No none I hardly remember what those feel like.

 

These actors ahh its not fair ... I know they were jsut playing a part but I feel evny lol

 

Any ways in closing I want to me moved :P

 

 

 

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