BeLLa's blog: "All Of Me..."

created on 10/29/2006 | http://fubar.com/all-of-me/b19107

posted on 10/30/2006&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;11:10&nbs-08:00;am

Wish It All Away...
http://fubar.com/wish-it-all-away/b19107-63992

What in the fuck happened? Was it something I did? Something that was said? My heart you eagerly ripped away, all the while whispering your sweet... innocent intentions All the right words, all the smooth moves You've got your game set, huh? Was that all I was... A pawn in your game,... clueless and naive I wish I would've known it was a game for two I have to give credit where credit is due, Your words of warning should've sent the bells ringin' They obviously were muted by the fuckin stars in my eyes The beating of my heart had to have been drowning them out. Out of sight, Out of mind... I recall those words Also, very true You can no longer lull me away with your smiles... entrancing me with your eyes God, those fucking eyes! I'll close mine and wish it all away...

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posted on 10/30/2006&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:10&nbs-08:00;am

Silent Words.
http://fubar.com/silent-words/b19107-63989

these words...simplistic and drenched with truth they're sitting between my lips seeking for the right moment...waiting in fear my heart is screaming for them to escape my head is holding them capture I'd give anything to whisper them to you softly for you to know...and realize all that I hold inside

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posted on 10/30/2006&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:10&nbs-08:00;am

Missing Pieces...
http://fubar.com/missing-pieces/b19107-63987

Disheartened with relentless tears my heart is falling from the sky Little pieces of me cascading down They're kissing your eyes Now captured in your lashes Blanketing your skin The sorrowful warmth consumes you whole Each shattered fragment; a puzzle in complete disarray Once picture perfect, now distorted Vertigo lacing your thoughts The sweet pain, too exquisite for just one

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posted on 10/30/2006&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;10:10&nbs-08:00;am

Angel of Deceit.
http://fubar.com/angel-of-deceit/b19107-63981

Angel in the night Beckoning me to follow Your promises of sweet deceit The unrelenting lust Blanketing the air Your smile saturated with evil Forces me to my knees Your hypnotic eyes Dark as Ravens blood Lulls me into a spell The temptations are overwhelming Raising me to hate But forcing me to stay Your pain is unbearable Drawing out my darkest secrets You summon me with black intent Your darkness veils my sight Leaving a path of distortion No longer able to hold on to myself I finally succumb to your midnight ways...

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posted on 10/29/2006&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;11:10&nbs-08:00;am

Again.
http://fubar.com/again/b19107-62374

I'm being thrown backwards into a time I've clouded over shrouded by denial covered in tears I'm laying here broken all over again My shattered pieces, floating about forever undone... My cries you'll never hear for they're deep inside my core My tears will remain invisible for you.. to even see one is something I'll never do Painted smile...sparkling eyes a facade I'm putting on just for you I'm strangling in my own want and you'll never even have a clue all I am..all that I feel... for you

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posted on 10/29/2006&nbs-08:00;@&nbs-08:00;11:10&nbs-08:00;am

Yours.
http://fubar.com/yours/b19107-62361

Love me, Leave me Fuck me, Sing to me The moon is hovering thrusting away the sun Your presence is a lonely one You're here, inside Once again staking your claim Claiming your prize... I am and have been named Yours I'll paint on my pretty face A facade of bright eyes and lipsticked smile Denying the pain I know that's soon to follow You'll leave...taking another piece of me I'll bury my unspoken words Lifting my head high, I'll smile a goodbye All the while, secretly hoping That one day I'll be more than just your dirty little secret.....

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