BBW Aislinn's blog: "All my Thoughts!"

perfectly shadowed  by all my thoughts
extreamly numb  with all i know
but sometimes it feels good to feel this pain
that one that let me know
that am alive that am okay
desperate moments when i would love to be away from all
but little the agony i feel on ur side
mistery moment, moments of light
moments i dont know whats true and whats a lie.
confusing thoughts that over come my head telling akward things

while passion domains my body
senses grow stronger in me
guiding my way into a path of needs
where i'm inmune to suffering
where nothing can go wrong
in a place i know
dark shadowed by ourselves
gloomy by the warmth of our bodies
centering us in feeling each other
reaching for so much pleasure
for so much deep

memories remain but nothign new will appear
secrets i can hold but not my tears
i can say nothing happend
but in me a world can be crumbling to pieces
i'll remember every word i say but i dont know if i could follow them
i can say i;ll be okay but am buried in my own ashes
i'll pretend to be sttrong but they know am not like that
i may have a great smile on my face but many things runs in my head, to be still or not
'cuz i thought it would be different but
I THINK I WAS WRONG.

HERO

Back to this place, back to this room,
where everything goes black
where all i can hear is my heart
 pounding when my memories comes to one
there's where i can see clearly what had happend and what i've been through
through lies, deceptions, suffering and disrespect...
remembering everything while time goes, then i realize
light has arrived, where its my savior, the one who help me out
the one that took the darkness and vanish them away
until nothings left.

simply so clear
as i stare in the night
ever so deep
when i see u in the light
trying to remember
that u are here to be mine
forcing our feeling to stay put
and not burst
but simply
as my heart go soft
my mind work without a break
can i manage this situation
that i can no longer embrace
walls crumbles at my feet
making to path for me to follow
but enough blind to not see which way is less shallow