i feel so lost without my family,without my friends and those who really love me.Im moving forward towards something that im sure about.My mom is keeping me from seeing my siblings because she knows how much i love them.I raised my siblings,they are like my children,they are my life,shes hitting way below the belt and its killing me.Of all things someone can do to me this is the most painful i know that if i dont move forward then i'll never be able to better myself for my siblings or for myself.Christmas is just right around the corner and im so numb i dont think i'll be able to enjoy this christmas.All i want for christmas is my family back.
Merry Christmas,everyone i hope all is well
love nikki
