i once thought
id be missed
if i left this cold world
would u wonder...
if i never came back
friends i thought once might...
were never really there...
i realise i am alone
everyday is a reminder
of being so alone
if i didnt wake up
would u even miss me
wonder what happened
to my always smilling face...
I was never really smilling
just always made it seem that way
i was the strong one
and you oh so weak
but here u are surrounded
by love and friendship
and im sitting here alone
wonder why im even here
there is only so much...
one person can take
and as i reach for someone
no ones ever there
im always here to lisent
yet no ones ever there
this blade is all i have
broken heart...
Bruises...
they are my company
if i called ur name
would u even notice
would u hear my cries for help
sitting here bleeding
feeling the relief
i accept my lonelyness
realising its all i have....
