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SEXYTEXY's blog: "Alcoholism"

created on 03/21/2008  |  http://fubar.com/alcoholism/b200156

Trust In Those Close To You

   I have learned a very hard lesson. The hardest one for a person that takes family to heart. I know I can not trust in those that I love and hold dear. I have been proven that over and over. But ! You keep on hopping you are wrong. Pray that what you have been shown is not true.

  Then the day that you really need help when you have never asked anyone for anything you get hurt to the core of you heart and soul by the ones you believe you can trust and turn to.

  As of now there is only one person in my life that I know that will be there. He is my son, and I know he will do what ever he can for me. Other than that I will never turn to anyone else again. My heart will be ice to any other living soul. There isn't much of it left after what I have been through over the last few days.

Love

Love Me

Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new,
Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue,
Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown,
Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down.

Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad,
Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad,
Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain,
Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain.

Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun,
Love me always darlin', after all is said and done,
Love me always darlin', until all our life is through,
Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

Heart and Mind

Never look Back.
Life is spontaneous,
so don't look back.
Listen to your heart,
Just don't look back.
For when you look back,
You'll stir up fear.
By listening to your mind,
you'll turn up here.
"Did I make the right choice?"
A question to be forever in your thoughts.
So a quick lesson, I've learned from you..
The past has passed,
So let us leave it all behind.
Just don't look back.
Promise me..
You'll think with your heart,
and not with your mind.

My Love

  There's  a gentalman that I have loved for a while now. Was to scared to own up to it within myself, much less let him know about it. I have been hurt really bad at one time , and was afraid to go down that road again. He made me smile, feel beautiful when I felt very insecure about myself, I could be me , and not be judged, I felt safe in his arms, We played in the rain at one time, and it made me feel so happy that I could do it everyday. I could cuddle up to him and not have him turn away. I have watched him sleep and wonder what his dreams where about, hopping I was in them, making him smile ,laugh, and feel loved.

   I know that he does not feel the same, but that is ok. I got to love him for a little while. I hope and pray that one day he finds the one thing in life that will make him happy. I will always love him and think of him often. It will always bring a smile to my face , with tears running down my cheeks.I will always miss you . I believe you know to whom I speak.

  No it isn't like me to put myself and heart out there, but I learn to over come a lot of things I am afraid to do. That is one thing among a lot of others you have taught me. I love you ! Texy

  I have set and thought over this for a long time. I know my fautls,likes,dislikes,mistakes, accomplishments, disappointments in my self. I am not a safisticated kind of person,, but I would not embarrese  you in public. . I am not drop dead gorgiuos , but  I am not  one that you would want to hide in the closet when company came. I am a hard worker, family is very important to me.  Just a little about myself.

   The man I dream of falling in love with me , has to be able to keep me interested. I don't need a lot of money spent on me. Flowers, candy , stuff like that suit me well. The little things is what shows you love and care. A love note found as I reach in my lunch pall, is the best surprise of all. He needs to be able to keep me grounded, . I want to know I come first as he would to me. I need a man that can stand by me, beside me, behind me or in front of me if needed. A man that can let me be me , as I was when he meet and fell in love with me. Not wanna change me to what anyone else thinks I should be.

   I can say I miss a great deal that comes with marriage, even the arguing. Mostly I miss the love , companionship, someone to turn to when I need a shoulder to cry on. A man that will tell me flat out ( NO ! ) if need be, but with love , firmness and a reason to go with it. I don't want a clingy man. That is a good way for either partner to ruin a relationship. I want to be able to put my full trust in him and he in me. Able to tell each other anything , or try anything , and not look down on it without even concidering it. Pull together as partners , not this ( this is mine and this is yours crap) . A  marriage should be about you both , share and share alike. I want to be able to tell that man  this: ( I would trust you with my life, heart, and soul.  I leave it in your safe keeping. ) That is the type of man I want and need. Wonder if there is such a one out there.

Looking!!!

Ok Here is the deal. I am looking for a FUHUBBY. Needs to be kind, funloving, no jealousy, partners on here. No its for real shit in the real world. Cause that ain't happening , Everyone lives to far away to even think it. I want us to be able to help each other out on here. If interested leave me a PM. I will get back to you. TY Sexy Texy.

PAIN

When everything goes wrong, push! When you wish for something, push! When people don't understand, push. When you wish for love, P-ush U- ntil S-omething H-appens!


Love is not about finding the right person, but creating the right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end, coz love is all there is.

Love has its ups and downs, its twists and turns. Love leaves you pain, teaches you until you learn and even if love takes so long, it always takes you to where you belong.

Women listen to music because they are in love. Men listen to music because they want to fall in love.

DEEP LOVE

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

Mysterious love, uncertain treasure
Hast thou more of pain or pleasure!
Endless torments dwell about thee:
Yet who would live, and live without thee!

Love is like a friendship caught on fire.
In the beginning a flame, very pretty,
Often hot and fierce,
But still only light and flickering.
As love grows older,
Our hearts mature
And our love becomes as coals,
Deep-burning and unquenchable.

Loves Ending

Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are


The most wonderful of all things in life is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a growing depth, beauty and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing; it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of divine accident, and the most wonderful of all things in life

Just another read


DOC1043
July 16, 2009 11:31 PM

Three women go down to Mexico one night to celebrate college graduation.
Apparently someone slipped something into their drinks, and they woke up
In jail, only to find that they are to be executed in the morning,
Though none of them can remember what they did the night before.

The first one, a redhead, is strapped in the electric chair and is asked
If she has any last words. She says, 'I just graduated from Trinity
Bible College and believe in the Almighty power of God to intervene on
The behalf of the innocent.' They throw the switch and nothing happens.
They all immediately fall to the floor on their knees, beg for
Forgiveness, and release her.

The second one, a brunette, is strapped in and gives her last words...
'I just graduated from the Harvard School of Law and I believe in the
Power of justice to intervene on the part of the innocent.' They throw
The switch and again, nothing happens. Again they all immediately fall
To their knees, beg for forgiveness and release her.

The last one (you knew it), a blonde, is strapped in and says, 'Well,
I'm from the University of Tennessee and just graduated with a degree in
Electrical Engineering, and I'll tell ya right now, y'all ain't gonna
Electrocute nobody if you don't plug this thing in.

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