i'm on a roll tonight...everything and everyone are insanley getting on my nerves...i literally can't stand the sound or sight of any fuckin human being speaking to me or looking at me today...maybe it's because i had to deal with annoying patients who just feel sorry for themselves..yeah they are sick but come on...how much compasion can you have for a human being...some of them just look for sympathy...all they want is attention and to be noticed...i've never seen such a bunch of cry baby's...who bitch and moan and demaned things on top of all that behavoir...i'm starting to believe the most craziest people live in brooklyn..new york...these people are just fuckin psychotic...they need psychiatric help not medical!i say if your crazy fine! but keep your madness to yourself...donot! i repeat donot involve strangers or staff members...actually don't involve your own family into your hell! if you need help ask for it properly but don't just unload and demand things because your insane and can't handle your emotions....there's something suicide for relief...yes i said it! if your that fucked up to consider or commit suicide well then i'm sorry...you deserve it! there are people and places where they can help you with that!...medication is important too...please take your head case meds on a daily basis...i feel like a mental patient myself after 12 hours of psychotic behavior from people that are suppose to be normal...i want! give me!...what ever happened to please,thank you,may i...what suddenly all morals fly out the window when it comes to self absorbtion!...people are pricks and i want to rip them into shreads with my bare hands...grrrr...FUCKERS!...anyway i'm gonna fade the fuck away before i get any worse...good night and good rittens....
