i was thinking about this how each one of us is so different and that makes me wonder how anyone can have a relationship i find that people have too many expectations i was telling someone how my dad died and i didnt care and didnt even cry and she was like are you cold and heartless and i said no and told her alot of the shit he put me through growing up so why should i care he got what he deserved heck we all get it in the end and i was thinking should i care more about a man who had no time for us once we learned how to talk a man who never did anything for us unless it helped him somehow he never bought us anything so why should i give a shit but some people in this world think i am cold because of that who are you to judge this is why you cant love someone because its not real there is a feeling you can have for someone but why does it have to be defined as love that just adds expectations i would rather see all of you inside and out have some fun enjoy life and not worry about expectations or what other people think and know this when i say something to you i mean it ohh yes i do make stupid mistakes from time to time but that is how you learn about life and sometimes saying sorry to someone you care about is the truest form of caring there is