Lost in the wilderness of life
trying desperately to see the forest for the trees.
Listening to natures storms brew all around me.
Feeling the rain as it brutally hits my skin.
Comparing the feeling to the temporal stings
of a thousand bees merely lasting moments.
Waiting ... just waiting...
for the rage to pass.
Knowing even the darkest skies
will pass into blinding light.
Grasping deep within to find shelter
in this cruel place I cal myself.
Trying to reach for another soul
as they extend passion my way.
Yet, I find myself wanting more...
More then just the satisfaction
of knowing someone is there.
Knowing I cannot share
my deep dark self.
The Bleeding heart
which cannot rejuvenate itself.
For every drop of blood I give...
of every ounce of love I share...
it is sucked up by the leeches
that claim they love me.
Yet,Only bring me pain.
I have one love...
I know is true...
Eternity...
Long lasting through...
Although, I wait to see her face.
To feel her touch.
my heart remains...
Yearning.
Calling out her name....
Whispering....
"I love You!" into the shadows...
waiting...still waiting...
for her to call back.
Claim my name is written on her heart.
As her Ghostly spirit walks
through times shadows...
with memories locked deep within
the caverns of my soul.
waiting... still waiting...
For my heart to swell.
Full of painful Joy.
hearing the sound...
of her lovely voice say...
" I've been waiting a long time for you..."
"I love You!"
Hauntingly echoe through the air.
One final release of these dark tears...
Finally at peace...
with no more fears...
As I lay to rest...
After all these years....
written by Kevin R Kenny@2002
