The cold dragon of emtiness slides and slithers thru my bones. In and out of all my hopes and devours all my want. Slaps me with its tail to awaken me and all a sudden its a picture perfect memory. Stale and unwanted like death. It stalks me and will until then. A boiling lake of fire I swim thru. Am I affraid to get burnt again? The cells that make my being are now disinegrating into him. I cant last. It always comes home. A place where evil rides steadily on white sheep, eating all my feild of everything I know. The corneas been slaped with a hand of suffor. Put the lid back on, i'm not yet ready to empty or enfold. Haunt me tonight, my transparent friend and decide whether im needing as much as you did. Dont no more. The creature of untrusting decades.. a mark left on the smile. Broken and secluded from all feel. Resist this feel good notice. Kill me again... Im ready. -Anna
