Damncupid widow of nameless1's blog: "me myself and damncupid"

my heart is full . my soul aches . you touch i await , im so scare to hope , been ther before , shot down badly . i dream of being happy of being with you . but i know what i desire might never be true .i sing in my heart and cry with my eyes ... i never felt more like hiding away from everyone , so they cant see how easy it would be to make me shatter in a million pieces , if you ripped my heart out . i think imi just dying ,my heart crying to have you here with me , can i go on by myself ...i hate it sooooooooo much .