Blond but NOT DumbSURPRISE's blog: "About Me"

Tomorrow I will change turn a new leaf become this new person I will exercise before breakfast not eat cookies between meals not fret over trivialities not run about getting upset that I'm not getting everything done Tomorrow I will change I say this every day

Name: Nicole L Birthday: May 1st 1989 Birthplace: Winnipeg Eye Color: Green Hair Color: blond and Brown Height: 5'3 I am left handed, which means that I am a creative person. Heritage: White Weakness: Don't have one Fears: losing the most important person in ma lyf My goals are to Do well in college and to graduate early if possible. I know I just started and already want to finish. My most over used phrase that I use on the computer and in life is: OMG Thoughts First Waking Up: What am I doin today Best Physical Feature: Ma Face Most Missed Memory: My Grandpa Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate if its on ma body but i prefer Vanilla I am a smoker I swear at times I love to sing I shower daily w or w/o company (He He He) LOL I have been in love, and would do it over again in a heartbeat. I want to get married one day. I believe in myself, who I am, and enjoy being me. Every single day. I can look in the mirror everyday and know I like who is looking back at me from the inside out. I am not a health freak, but I don't like eating things like pizza... Gross. I hate thunderstorms I play the piano and guitar. I date regularly I love to eat oreo's in bed, curled up under a soft down comforter, watching a good movie on my laptop. I like to eat sushi, and making it is fun as well. I have never been dumped by anyone, and I don't care to find out what it feels like. I have never been skinny dipping but who knows if I find the right guy maybe all of that can be changed. I don't steal, lie, get jealous, act controlling, or abuse people in anyway. I have been called a tease before, but I am not really a tease, it was just people that were either jealous, or just didn't understand me. I have been beaten up... But I figure that is all a part of life. What you don't die from, you grow from.

They broke a window and pried open the chest They took all my jewelry and escaped People say I'm lucky they didn't kill me People say I'm lucky they didn't vandalize but somehow it doesn't make me feel better So I say to myself it was only things it was only stones But it was my father's watch and my grandmothers earrings and the gold heart I was saving for when I had a granddaughter one day Things are not only objects they are symbols of a past reminders of events memories of people Things are a part of ourselves And so I mourn my loss with fantasies of finding it all with wishes for revenge while blaming myself for being careless none of which helps I was robbed by unknown people who not only took my things but also took my peace of mind My house does not feel safe anymore I startle at the smallest noises and feel vulnerable - afraid it might happen again

I worry about the ozone layer and acid rain I worry about the destruction of the Amazon rain forest about the possibility of a nuclear disaster and the depletion of our fossil fuels I worry about the endangered species and the pollution of our oceans about overpopulation and gang violence about the famine in Africa a war in the Middle East the rise in teenage pregnancies the hospital crisis, AIDS the federal deficit the abused children the peace negotiations I worry and feel so helpless about our earth our country, our streets So in the meantime I'll call my mother more often be there for my family look in on my neighbor take care of a friend support worthwhile causes be honest and outspoken In the meantime what I can do is start improving the world in my own backyard

For us to be wonderful together I would like a man that I can say: "you are intelligent, loving fun to be with always there" "you're understanding sympathetic always giving me good advice" "you are sensitive very honest always knowing the way I feel" "you are aware of today's issues always trying to be fair" "you're wise and kind you're wonderful yet what I like best about you is that you think I'm wonderful, too" If I could say all of these things to the man standing next to me holding my hand, loving me. I would have found peace and happiness in me. That is what I want in the man for me.

Now when I am young, I know the answers; as I grow older, I will know the questions. We do grow wiser with age, and we become more philosophical. Growing older provides us with the freedom to be more detached from insignificant events and more involved with the larger issues. A lifetime of experiences has paved the way for us to trust our hearts as well as our heads, and to express with confidence what we always had known to be true.

Favorite Eye Color: Green Favorite Hair Color: Brown Short or Long Hair: Short Height: Cant be shorter then me Weight: Personality Matters Most Clothing style doesn't really matter to me as long as they are clean and don't look like they just got out of bed. Preferably drug free. Drugs are not a good influence in the mind and the body. Tattoo's and piercings are okay as long as no more than 5 tattoo's and 10 piercings. It is okay for a guy to have a couple of things in life they regret. Everybody has regrets and if they tell you they don't they are lying. If you have more than a couple. Then you need to evaluate your life because you are obviously doing something wrong.