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With everything I have lived through, (loosing my 2nd son, fighting to see 1st, divorce and all) it has been very hard for me to wake up every day. I have been trying to find a place to "belong". In my search, I have learned, you may be wanted somewhere, but being wanted isn't what makes one happy. Sure it is nice to know, but if you are being treated badly there in any way, or something, for some reason, you might not be happy still. If you are not happy where you are, even if you are wanted there by another, or others, you need to get out. To stay around, would only be a waste of your time on this earth.  So I while I am, "not going to be where I am not wanted", I am also going to, "not going to be anywhere I don't want to be. I have wasted enough of my life living the wrong way in this matter. New changes = new beginings.

why we do what we do...

Some will tell you, "I am the way I am, because of the way I was raised." OR "I am this way because of things that have happened to me." Truth is, if that was true, anyone who was raised in a similar way, would be to much like alot of people. Don't get me wrong, alot of us do have something strong enough to affect the way we live, and act in our lives, but it can still be different in some way. We are who we are, based on our choices we make. These choices includes how to respond to something that has happened to us, (how will we let this affect me, and what do I do about it, ect)choices on what type of people we are involved with, (friends love work, ect) and what we let influence us. (media, friends family, all kinda of stuff)...Hey, I did like the Matrix, and like as it is said in the movie, "The problem is choice". and I am here because I choose to be.

Thoughts

You know, there are lot of things I think about. They range from what is going on in our country, the world, friends family...and the list goes on. so I am going to start a "thought for the moment" blog. It will have some of the stronger thoughts I have in it from time to time....check it out, and let me know what you think...thanks.

where to start...

Ok I new to the blog thing for fubar, but I wanted to say sorry for not being on in so long. I lost my son, back on Jan 11th, he would have been 2yrs old on the 27th of Jan. I am starting to get things back to somewhat normal, so I will be trying to log on more often, thanks.
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