Tattooed GoddessLOYAL BOMBER FAMILY MEMBER's blog: "A Rakkasan's Wife!"

military skanks huh? for your information the majority of military wives are either enrolled in school or already have their degree so that they can help with the income. We do not bitch or whine to those who are not in the same situation that we are in. In fact we do not bitch or whine at all. we are proud of what our husbands do. and you need to do your research first before you go off on us. We do NOT get extra income for "breeding" as you so put it. First of all we didnt' give you the "civilians" term... that's what you are, non-military. We do not get extra money for having kids. Nobody thinks you're beneath us just because you or your spouse chooses not to join the military. We completely understand that we signed up for deployments when we married our men. Yeah it's part of the job. It sucks but we deal, we don't whine or complain or bitch. As to your part about everyother job being just as dangerous, if your husband gets shot at everyday, has mortars aimed at his camp when he's asleep, and only sleeps for two hours at a time because he's woken up by gunfire constantly then he's in the wrong line of work. Most of us have gone or are attending college so that we can contribute to our families income, contrary to popular belief most of us live on the poverty line. $2100 a month with two kids isn't much. If my husband wanted to he could get out and make atleast twice that amount in the "civilian world" but he continues to sereve his country by choice. You're entitled to say what you say and have your own opinion because of people like him. Try looking at the facts before you judge us like you claim we judge you.

My very good friend posted this bulletin over on myspace... Now I have never been a military wife but I was a gf of a solider. I met military wives and know what they go thru on a daily basis, from being alone to scrapping pennies together. They don't live in luxury, they live for love. They are not as this wench describes. I'd bet that the military wives have more heart then this little nobody. I have to compose myself before giving her a piece of my mind but I couldn't let this pass by another day without sending it out to my friends. Cath OK LADIES SO I GOT THIS OFF A MILITARY GROUP AND IT REALLY PISSED ME OFF READ IT AND YOU'LL SEE WHY!!! wanted to make sure all military wives got it and would hopefully pass it on As a fellow military wife i feel a special bond with each and every other military wife even if i don't know them that well. I felt compelled to share this with you. I want you to read what one girl thinks about us. I'm so appauled by her comments. And after being pleasant and trying to inform her she had more to say. Here is just the first part. I am so sad that you call us "civilians" like we are beneath you or something? I am sooo hurt that every military wife thinks they have it harder than any other person in this world. Being in the military is just like working anywhere else in this country, except you make more money for a lot easier positions and you get more money for BREEDING!!! I can't believe what this world is coming to.. The men who enter the military say they want to protect our country but yet everytime someone says they don't like how the military operates they are really mad at us "civilians" for standing up for ourselves. We are not beneath you just because I or my husband does not want to go into the military. Careers are personal choices and you could die on any job site not just from being in the military! It is probably really hard not seeing your husband for so long, but thats part of the duty as being a military wife I guess, or so I am told. but wait there's more! I pray every night that Bush would send the wives over seas with their men because then us "civilians" wouldnt have to listen to them wine about how much them miss them and want to spend their money while they sit at home!!! Get a fucking life, I feel sorry for you people that you have to sit on your fat asses and mooch off your husband and that you arent educated enough to get a job. Have a great life whores! This girl makes me sick. I've already messeged with how I felt about what she said. Feel free to do the same. Thanks! I'm so disgusted by this girl. I can only hope that as friends you all can send her a message telling her what military wives are really about. Because she won't listen to just one apparently. Also she saw my husband's page and said she was ashamed to have a child with the same name as a soldier! Please pass this on to other wives!!! Please ask them to talk to this girl I can't believe there are people out there like her! This is her myspace website htpp://www.myspace.com/ashleyjervis her name is Ashley Jervis. Please let her know the truth please. thanks ladies!!!

"Ancient lovers believed a kiss would literally unite their souls, because the spirit was said to be carried in one's breath."

why does my past haunt me so much!? i haven't thought about certain things in a really long time so i have no clue as to why now of all the times, my fucking past is haunting me. I have talked to this certain person and told the person what all the shit has done to me. the person apologized perfusely and i believe when they say that they are truely sorry for what happened. I just want the past to go the fuck away! i have tried talking to professionals about it and tried medications to help me sleep, but NOTHING, and i mean NOTHING, works. and now i am being haunted by my best friends death. he was killed in iraq on my wedding day. I'm constantly beating myself up over it. i had made him a promise that i wouldn't get married again without him present. well, i broke that promise. and his and my biggest pet peeve is broken promises. anyone who knows me knows that i never make promises unless i can keep them. well, look what fucking happened when i broke a damn promise!! I need him around so fucking badly right now. i feel like i have not only let him down, but his wife and all other who cared about him. I FUCKING NEED YOU HERE JOHN!!! DAMNIT JOHN!!! WHY THE FUCK DID I HAVE TO BREAK THE PROMISE!!! IF I DIDN'T YOU WOULD STILL BE AROUND TODAY AND I COULD CALL YOU UP AND TALK TO YOU!! I will see you soon Brotha Fox. I know I will. I feel it in my soul and my heart. I love you Babydoll, you fuckin shit!

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The Ten OPSEC Points:

Don't discuss current or future destinations or ports of call.
Don't discuss current or future operations or missions.
Don't discuss current or future dates and times of when military will be in port or conducting exercises.
Don't discuss readiness issues and numbers.
Don't discuss specific training equipment.
Don't discuss people's names and billets in conjunction with operations.
Don't speculate about current or future operations.
Don't spread rumors about current, future, or past operations or movements.
Don't assume the enemy is not trying to collect information on you; he is.
Be smart, use your head, and always think OPSEC when using email, phone, chat rooms and message boards.

Use extra caution in online chat rooms, forums, and online communities--even those with a 'brand name' such as Yahoo!, AOL, MSN or that define themselves as 'military' in origin. These can be monitored by individuals that have no reason to know personal information about your family, your Soldier, or your Soldier's location. There is no guarantee that a chat room or forum described as 'military' has any security for transmitting information or restricting membership to military personnel and their families only.

FUCK YEAH!!!

Current mood: stoked and shocked
I AM GOING TO EVANESCENCE ON MARCH 28TH!! my boy drew bought the tickets for me, david, drew, and e-man! I AM SO FUCKIN STOKED!!! THIS IS ONE OF THE BEST PRESENTS EVER!!! I WILL SO TAKE MY CAMERA!!!!

Wife Convicted of Poisoning Marine Husband With Arsenic for Life Insurance


SAN DIEGO — A woman was convicted Tuesday of murdering her Marine husband with arsenic so she could cash in on his $250,000 life insurance policy, some of which she used to have her breasts enlarged.





Prosecutors argued that Cynthia Sommer, 33, wanted a more luxurious lifestyle than she could afford on her 23-year-old husband's $1,700 monthly salary and saw his military life insurance policy as a way to "set herself free."


In addition to the breast enlargement surgery, Sommer's friends and co-workers testified, she threw wild parties and had casual sex with multiple partners in the weeks after her husband's death and the payment of the insurance policy.


Sgt. Todd Sommer was in top condition when he collapsed and died on Feb. 18, 2002, at the couple's home on the Marine Corps' Miramar base in San Diego.


His death was initially ruled a heart attack. Tests of his liver later found levels of arsenic 1,020 times above normal.


Cynthia Sommer, who was arrested in December 2005, swallowed and stared as the verdict was read, while her mother burst into tears. She faces an automatic life sentence. Formal sentencing was set for March 23.


"I'm deeply disappointed," defense attorney Robert Udell said after the verdict. "I don't believe Cindy killed Todd."


With no direct evidence that Sommer was the source of the arsenic, Deputy District Attorney Laura Gunn relied heavily on circumstantial evidence of Sommer's debts to show that she had a motive to kill her husband.


Gunn asserted that the defendant was the only person with the motive and access to poison the Marine.


The Marine's relatives testified that she objected when they asked her to put her husband's $250,000 death benefit in trust for herself, their baby and her three children from a previous marriage. However, she later put a little more than half of the benefit into a trust.


She is now engaged to a former Marine she met two months after her husband's death. She was extradited to California last March from her new home in West Palm Beach, Fla. *~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* NOW HOW THE HELL COULD ANYONE DO THIS!!!!??? I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE HELL SHE WAS THINKING!!!

PLEASE GO COMMENT BOMB AND VOTE FOR MY HUSBAND! He's in the sexiest soldier contest! C'mon!

You People Better not Break this...... A friend of mine posted this.. Who cares if a soldier dies..

Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Play your poilitics and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who cares if a soldier dies!

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Jennifer~ Wife to SPC David AND soon to be a soldier

Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had to deal with a holiday away from the one that I thought I would share every day of my life with. And I have never had to feel the panic rising in my heart at the sound of a ringing phone or knock at the door for fear that it is the news that everyone is terrified of getting. For the reasons listed above, I can not tell you that I understand how you feel. I can not tell you that you must be strong. I can not say that you shouldn't be angry, because you "knew what you were getting into when you married a military man". I can not say these things because I have never had to walk in your shoes. What I can say for certain is that because of your unselfish acts of bravery and your husbands willingness to stand up for those who see him as "just another soldier" - - I will never have to walk in your shoes. I do understand that as a military wife you are expected to uphold a certain amount of control, but I never understood how you could do it, until now. I have figured out that you are not like other women. You are of a special breed. You have a strength within you that holds life together in the darkest of hours, a strength of which I will never possess. The faith you have is what makes you stand out in a crowd; it makes you glow with emotion and swell with pride at the mention of The United States of America. You are a special lady, a wonderful partner and a glorious American. I have more respect for your husband than I could ever tell you, but until recently I never thought much about those that the soldier leaves at home during deployment. Until this moment I could never put into words exactly what America meant to me. Until this moment, I had no real reason to.... Until I heard of you. Your husband and his military family hold this nation close, safe from those who wish to hurt us...but you and those like you are the backbone of the American family. You keep the wheels in motion and the hearts alive while most would just break completely down. Military families make this nation what it is today. You give us all hope and you emit a warming light at the end of a long dark tunnel. Because of you and your family...I am able to be me. I am able to have my family. I am able to walk free in this great land. Because of you and your family, I can look ahead to the future with the knowledge that life is going to be okay. Because of you and your family, I can awake to a new day, everyday. I realize that you are a stronger person than I will ever be because of these things and I just wanted to take the time today to say thank you to you and your family for allowing me that freedom. I will never be able to repay this debt to you, as it is unmatchable. However, I hope that you know that no matter where you are...what you are doing...what has happened today...or what will happen tomorrow...Your husband will NEVER be "just another soldier" to me.... And you, dear sweet lady, will never be forgotten. You are all in my prayer's everyday and I pray that God will bring you back together with your loved one safely. May God Bless You! (repost of original by '~* Pain Is My Passion *~ * HellFighters CT Wifey * ~ Member of K.O.T. ~ CherryTagz.com' on '2007-01-26 22:05:05')