maniac756's blog: "A Poem..."

In this moment things are frozen still, No words to describe just how it feels, Mere seconds pass but everything's changed, No one's life will ever be the same. You check your heart to make sure it's still there, You wish for a second you could disappear, You don't think you heard what you heard, It's not happening, It's just absurd. Truth hits you as you sleep that night, You were wrong, They were all right, You realize that moment still lingers, You know forever,It will always linger...

It is a dark night and I am all alone Except for the demons that are starting to roam This way and that way they start to scream My mind spinning rapidly as though this is a dream. This graveyard where I visit begins to come to life Things to scare any mortal,sounds as sharp as a knife I allow these spirits to slowly pass through me The embodyment of death, now I understand truly. I thought it safe, but now I think again These souls of the damned are not my friends I run as fast as I can but there's nowhere to go My eyes start to close, my heart begins to slow. My death is imminent, I know this to be true These deadest of the dead will swallow me and you I open up my eyes and I start to understand This imagination I control is dymentia within a man. It is now obvious to me This world is dark and gray But unlike many in my thoughts I'm able to live another day.

It came to me in a dream Your face I could not see A death, a cloud, a rose of thorns This time it was, the last mourn Now I notice a spear in hand Crying, he's just slain a man Over the grave a lonely soul Staring blankly into an unmarked hole Discreetly possessing the killing blow Cause of death only he can know The secret burrows into his brain Til his death is caused by himself insane

With you in my arms I lay in this bed, With nothing but your beauty to fill my head I don't wanna sleep, Cause dreams aren't enough To ease my mind, I need your touch How do I explain what your presence does to me I forget about the pain I forget about the bleed I forget about the things that make my life hell I block out everything I hate about myself It's comforting to know that your there If your ever in trouble I'll be right here As you lay motionless right by my side I slowly drift away holding you tight I love the way that you move on the floor I love how you wish every night on a star I admire the way that you think of me first I think it's cute that you don't like to curse When you kiss me It drives me insane With one look in your eyes I forget my name The curves of your body make me feel blessed You always give me a hug when I'm feeling stressed Your not what I wanted, your so much more How was I so blind not to see you before Now that your here I don't want you to go I love you more than you'll ever know The strength that we have will never let us down We got each other's back when there's no way out The thing that I like the most about you Is the fact that no matter what.... Our love will always stay true.

There is a question that you asked me one day but I couldn't quite find the words to say The reasons that I love you are hard to describe But I've been thinking and I'm really gonna try The thoughts are rushing through my head like a river trying to explain them only makes me quiver You doubt me sometimes, but I always come through That...Is one thing I love about you.. A smile comes to my face whenever I hear your voice There's something you do to me, it's not my choice You sit and talk with me about this and that On top of me is usually where you'll take a nap I know it hurts but if it has to end I know you and me will always still be friends You give me something to look forward to everyday Anticipation kills me till I've seen your face So many things I love about you I couldn't say them all but I'll keep on thinking and then I'll give you a call So remember that I love you in too many ways and please have a very special Valentine's day...

through the thick and thin always stay strong, nobody's perfect so maybe they are wrong, stay happy and stick with high hopes, even when your back's on the ropes, get up and turn it around, and try to stop feeling so down, lift up your head and let it all out, if need be scream and shout, stay here and stick it through, if not for me, then do it for you, i leave you with only this, take this letter and make a wish, hopefully it shall come true, just as i will always love you.

take it one day at a time, don't let it pass you bye, if something makes you cry, suck it up and dry your eyes, everything will be o.k., you will find your way, you'll find someone to talk with, you'll find someone to talk to you, you'll find someone to hold you, and you'll forget that you ever cried, you will live life just fine, and that's how you'll make it through, i love you

once loved, always loved, once touched , always touched can't help the way we feel or who's heart we steal, you've stolen mine, but i don't mind you can have my love anytime, so now i leave you with a goodbye, with much love from me to you, always, loving you...

I once knew a man, Who lived with much shame, Crippled by his surroundings, Embarassed by his own name. He had it all if all is nothing, But he gave his soul to everyone, His friends betrayed him and sold him out, Yet his door was open to anyone. He lost faith in the lord supposed, A god he said did not exist, To each his own he abided by, Living boundlessly he did insist. A life of mishaps he was said to lead, And the straight and narrow he did not walk, His family was of no solice, And not a soul existed to whom he would talk. Seemingly his life stood still, Shape and meaning it did not take, His body and mind nothing but a shell, Every thought and smile were simply fake. It is said all lives have ups and downs, But for him this was not the case, A simple man, With no way out, He goes unnoticed even to this day. I once knew a man, Who couldn't figure life out, And now he's gone forever, A man this world can do without.