Kimy La bella Italiana's blog: "A poem"

I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew That's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time I've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me Now I'm waking up I've finally had enough of this wreck of a lifetime I never thought I'd survive it Now I'm taking back All I gave up for that Leave my pain behind Wash these stains from my life Just when I thought all was lost You came and made it all okay I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I memorized all the words for you If you only knew How much that's just not like me

nobody wants to be with somebody that lets you have your way all the time everybody wants to be with somebody that's strong cause every once in awhile when you're weak you need somebody that's gonna pick you up and make you complete there's been times that you flipped on me cause I was wrong and I liked it there's been times I've called and it went straight to voicemail and I liked it there's been times you gave me closure apologized then you cried on my shoulder I was in your drive way before you fixed your lips to say come over no matter what it is I'm there for you hold up, wait a minute shh baby let me finish I just wanna talk to you I bet you finish my sentence cause you know where my mind is baby you know where my heart lives with you you make my life complete you make everything sour, sweet you are everything baby you make everyday complete you make my life complete baby you bring out the best in me you are everything baby you make everyday complete there's been times people try to come between us and I can't stand it sometimes I feel like the world is against us I can't understand it but you always find a way to escape the world you love your boys but you never put them before your girl you said the beauty in me outweigh the wrong and you've been waiting for somebody like me so long come sit between my legs and let me rub and relax you no need to argue I just wanna love you all I can do is think about you baby, I'm too optimistic to doubt you you make my life complete you make everything sour, sweet you are everything baby you make everyday complete you make my life complete baby you bring out the best in me you are everything baby you make everyday complete you are everything and everything is you you're a part of all my dreams you're in my heart and can't be removed you mean the world to me and every word I say is true you are everything and everything is you you make my life complete you make everything sour, sweet you are everything baby you make everyday complete you make my life complete baby you bring out the best in me you are everything baby you make everyday complete Thank you now I hope I made a statement that love, it will never go out of style and strength, strength will carry you do you understand if you're a real man you do now I want you to ask yourself do you deserve me? can you make me complete? we'll see

can you tell me how can one miss what she's never had how could I reminisce when there is no past how could I have memories of being happy with you could someone tell me how can this be true how could my mind pull up incidents recall dates and times that never happened how could I celebrate a love that's to late and how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say I miss the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss at least in my dreams just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had what happened to us we were almost there whoever said it's impossible to miss what you never had because I never almost had you I cant believe that I let you go or what I should say is I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go I shoulda never gone out on you I shoulda kept you always my boo yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules I shoulda found a way to keep that date shoulda found a way to escape shoulda turned a almost into it happend now its to late how could I celebrate a love that wasn't real and if it didn't happen why does my heart feel I miss the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss at least in my dreams just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had what happened to us we were almost there whoever said it's impossible to miss what you never had because I never almost had you sometimes I wanna hug you in the morning some nights I want you to hold me and you seem to be the perfect one for me some nights I wanna lay and be touched by you but tonight I just wanna love you you're all that I ever wanted and you're my everything yes its true boy its hard to be close to you my love I know it may sound crazy but I'm in love with you I miss the times that we almost shared I miss the love that was almost there I miss the times that we use to kiss at least in my dreams just let me take the time and reminisce I miss the times that we never had what happened to us we were almost there whoever said it's impossible to miss what you never had Because I never almost had you BUT IN MY HEART ILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU