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HAVE FELT ALOT OF PAIN THROUGH OUT THE YEARS, BUT THERE IS NO GREATER
PAIN THEN WHEN YOU HAVE TO STAND BY AND WATCH ONE OF YOUR MOST
PRECIOUS IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR LIFE (MEANING YOUR CHILD) SLOWLY
KILLING HIMSELF. i FEEL LIKE MY HANDS ARE RESTRAINED AND THERE IS
NOTHING I CAN DO. i HAVE TRIED EVERY THING, TEARS, BEGGING , PLEADING,
ANGER, LOVE ACCEPTANCE AND NOTHING WILL HELP. OFFICIALLY AN ADULT NOW
ALL I CAN DO IS PRAY THAT MY PRECIOUS CHILD GETS HELP AND HIS LIFE
TURNS QUICKLY BECAUSE THE PATH HE HAS CHOSEN IS DESTROYING THIS FAMILY
AND BRINGING US TO OUR KNEES. I SIT AND ASK WHAT DID I DO WRONG > I
HAVE NEVER SAID I WAS A PERFECT PARENT BECAUSE NONE OF US ARE, BUT I DO
KNOW THIS I HAVE LOVED, SUPPORTED AND UNFORTUNANTLY ENABLED MY CHILD TO
DO SOME THINGS, AS MY PARENTAL INSTINCT WAS TO PROTECT. LESSON LEARNED
THE HARD WAY.. I HAVE CHOSEN TOUGH LOVE AND MY FOOT IS FIRMLY PLANTED
AND WILL NOT MOVE. MY CHILD HAS TO WANT HELP AND I NOR ANY ONE ELSE CAN
MAKE HIM GET IT. SO I SIT HERE WORRING ABOUT HIM EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY
DAY, BUT I KNOW THAT IF I EVEN GIVE IN IN THE SMALLEST WAY I WILL BE
ENABLING HIM AGAIN. HOW DOES THIS TOUGH LOVE THING WORK ?/ BECAUSE I
WILL TELL U RIGHT NOW IT HURTS LIKE HELL. SOME BODY PLEASE IF YOU HAVE
ANY ADVICE TALK TO ME BECAUSE ON MY KNEES I CRY FOR MY CHILD. WITH NO
HOPE IN SIGHT. I AM A MOTHER B4 ALL . NOTHING COMES B4 MY CHILDREN.
SLOWLY WATCHING MY CHILD SELF DESTRUCT MY PAIN CAN NOT BE FELT BY ANY
ONE ELSE, MY SCREAMS CAN NOT BE HEARD AND MY TEARS ARE SO OFTEN THAT IT
HAS BECOME A DAILY PART OF MY LIFE. ITS ALL LOCKED UP INSIDE AND I DONT
KNOW WHERE TO TURN OR HOW TO RELEASE OR DEAL WITH IT. BURNING TEARS AND
TATTERED WINGS I CAN NOT FLY TO THE RECUE OF MY CHILD. I ONLY WISH HE
COULD UNDERSTAND I AM DOING THIS OUT OF THE MOST PURE STRONGEST LOVE
THERE IS AND THAT IS THE LOVE OF A MOTHER. I HOPE YOU READ THIS AND
KNOW AND NEVER EVER DOUBT FOR A FLEETING SECOND THAT I WOULD DIE FOR
YOU MY CHILD. MY LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL, BUT THE PAIN U HAVE INFLICTED
UPON YOUR SELF AND YOUR LOVED ONES IS VERY VERY REAL
