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What are you waiting for?
I've come to visit you once again. I love to see you suffer mentally, physically, spiritually, & socially. I want to make you restless so you can never relax. I want you jumpy & nervous & anxious. I want to make you agitated & irritable so everything & everybody makes you uncomfortable. I want you to be confused & depressed so that you cant think clearly or positively. I want to make you HATE everything & everybody-especially YOURSELF! I want you to feel guilty & remorse for the things you've done in the past that you'll never be able to let go of. I want to make you angry & hateful towards the world for the way it is & the way you are. I want you to feel sorry for yourself and blame everything BUT your addiction for the way things are. I want you to wake up all hours of the night screaming for me. You know you cant sleep without me; I'm even in your dreams.
I want to be the first thing you wake up to every morning & the last thing you touch before you black out. I would rather KILL you, but I'll be happy enough to put you back in the hospital, another institution, or jail. But you know I'll be waiting for you when you get out. I love to watch you slowly go insane. I love to see ALL the physical damage that I'm causing you. I cant help but sneer & chuckle when u shiver & shake, when you freeze & sweat at the same time, & when you wake up with your sheets & blankets soaking wet.
It's amusing to watch you make love to the toilet bowl heaving & retching & not able to hold me down. It's amazing how much destruction I can be to your INTERNAL ORGANS while at the same time work on your BRAIN, destroying it bit by bit. I deeply appreciate how much you SACRIFICE for me.
The countless good jobs you've sacrificed for me. All the fine friends that you deeply cared for - you gave up for me. And what's more, the ones you turned against yourself because of your inexcusable actions-I'm even MORE grateful.
And ESPECIALLY - your loved ones - your family, the most important people in the word to you - you even threw away for me. I cannot express in words the gratitude I have for the loyalty you have for me. You sacrificed all these beautiful things in life just to devote yourself completely to ME. But do not despair, my friend, for on me you can always depend. For after you have lost all these things, you can still depend on me to take even more. You can depend on me to keep you in a living HELL, to keep you mind, body, & soul - FOR I WILL NOT BE SATISFIED UNTIL YOU ARE DEAD, MY FRIEND!!
If you or anyone you know might have a problem with Drugs, Alcohol, or Addiction. Please get them the best possible help you can, we only LIVE 1 LIFE!! Make it Count!
