you know how when a someone gets a stereo or a digital camera or any kind of toy and they play with it and it breaks, they usually send it bakc to get fix. once fixed this element either goes back to the owner or its sent for resale as refurbished... well thats how i feel .... i feel like a used stereo that was aparently fixed but that deep inside knows that its been broken and that there is nothing or no one who will make it whole again.....
Somewhere there's someone, who dreams about your smile, and finds in your presence,
that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember it's true, somebody somewhere
is thinking of you!
so yeah i was thinking today and i came to realize im always the friend and never the girlfriend... aparently im good enough to hang out with and to even have sex with but not good enough to have a relationship with... i mean im not bad looking, im not a bad person, im actually a good person and a lot to offer, but aparently not good enough for some people..... im just tired of getting my freaking hopes up and then just smahing my self against the ground everytime something seems like is going well adn out of the blue it all goes to hell.....
