Welcome to hell.
Not the general hell, by my own.
Where money and power rule,
where gunshots are heard every minute of everyday.
A place where men are kings and women are whores.
A place of deceit, lies, death, destruction, and drugs.
Some may see this place and think of it as a nightmare,
I call it reality, I call it home.
Am I happy in this hell?
In a sick and twisted way, yes I am.
They don't call me "heartless" for nothing.
I smile at the things of this world,
laugh at the destruction,
and find amusement in the people.
I cherish every moment of this world,
and can not wait to be back in it.
Call me what you want,
it doesn't matter to me.
I don't show love,
don't want love,
don't care about love.
Love has cost me more than I was willing to give.
Now I show only hate,
and I am happy with what I am.
I am happy with what I have become.
This is my life,
and I choose it well.