Claredoc78's blog: "A hard time of it."

Well these past few months have been very hard for me. First my little dog who I had for many years died from old age. She was much older than most of her breed when she died. Which had left me quite depressed about. Even though I have been suffering from depression for most of my life it had gotten worse since she died. About a month after that I heard that my father was very ill and could die at any moment but thankfully he pulled through. He went through that twice more and received the last rights three times but unfortunately on the tenth of May he passed away. Although it wasn't until his wake that I found out that he had been in a coma for a week before he died. He died on the Wednesday morning at 1am and he was buried on the Friday at 1p.m.. I will miss him terribly even though we were not as close as I would have liked to be. But he was not the kind of man to hug his children. What upset me the most at his funeral was that many people his friends and others did not know that I existed most thought that he only had two children. At the wake, the church service,the grave sight and the get together after the burial I kept having to introduce my self as his youngest daughter. People kept asking me so are you a friend of Johnny, Sharon or the family and I kept having to say no I am Clare John's youngest daughter.